The first kiss

Camilla’s POV

When we got into Doris’s jeep I was so nervous to be in such an enclosed and small space with him. Somehow I just have this weird feeling that something will happen before we both go apart. I still can’t believe that a guy as amazing as Doris actually asked me out. Not that I am not attractive or anything, I know that I am beautiful I just don’t want to be caught up in that thought. So that’s not my concern at all, my biggest concern is my inexperience in the dating department. I watched a lot of romantic movies and read a lot of love stories but still, this is real life. He will probably get shocked and run for the hills when he finds out that I such doofus when it comes to dating. “No, I am Camilla Lea freaking Udinov, I don’t just give up like that. My papa always says if I find myself in a situation where I am forced to be so insecure I should act like I have everything although I have nothing so I can hide my insecurities because they can be used against me. So how about I just be all perky and act like I know how to kiss a guy?” What did I just say? This guy is definitely driving insane.

“Princess, which one is your house?” he asked and that’s when I realized we are already at my house’s driveway. He must be thinking I am so boring to have been quiet the whole ride here. Wow, what a way to end your first ever date Camilla?

“The beige one and I am sorry for zoning out the whole ride like that.” I apologized while he was pulling over.

“Don’t worry about it. I kind of figured you might have been lost in your thoughts for this being your first date and all.” He smiled while squeezing my hand, and the sparks immediately shot up where our hands were touching throughout my body and I fought the urge to shiver. It is so amazing how his touch alone can do things to me. Is it because I am falling for him or is it just the attraction because I can’t possibly love him already or can I? These feelings are so new to me that I have no idea which one is it. Meanwhile, Doris helped me out of the jeep by holding my hand.

“So I have so much fun with you today. Do you mind doing this again?” he asked while tucking the strands of hair that were on my face and staring right into my eyes. I don’t know what happens to me every time I look into his deep brown orbs I get this feeling of belongness and I just get nervous.

“Yea…yeah, we can definitely do it again.” I answered with a hitched voice and started biting my lip out of nervousness yet I didn’t dare avert my eyes from his. I was mesmerized! I watched as his eyes look down at my lips and how they change to black as he looked into my eyes again.

“God, I can’t fight this anymore princess.” And before I asked him about what he meant by that, I felt his soft warm lips on mine and I was so shocked to the point that my body became tense. I felt him getting tense too and before he pull off I became bold and kissed him back. At that moment I felt like I was flying. The passion that was igniting from the heated kiss was unbelievably amazing. His kiss was not at all like those ones you see in movies .It was beyond that, promising realness, and mint might just be my new favorite flavor because it tastes so good on him. I felt the urge to run my hands through his short hair, so I did and he groaned and moved his hands to my waist and pulled me even close as if I wasn’t close enough. And let me tell you, it was sexy as hell hearing him do that with our bodies clutched together yet I was craving more. We kept on making out passionately and fierily until we were out of breath. We pulled off at the same time and connected our forehands.

“I have been wanting to do that since the second I set my eyes on you.” He said with a beaming smile. I was a brushing mess right now.

“By the way, pink really does suit your pretty face. I love it.” He said while pecking my lips and I blushed even more.

“Now I have to go home but I will make sure to call you as soon as I get there, okay?” he asked while staring right into my eyes and brushing my hair with his fingers.

“Okay!” there, I said my first word after that amazing encounter. I was starting to think that I forgot how to speak at all.

“Thank you for this Princess, it was mind-blowing,” he said while kissing my forehead. I watched as he gets into his jeep and took off. I am so going to kill Kurter and Caroline for not warning me on how amazing the first lips deed is. I turned and to my luck or doom before me was my first victim squealing and pulling me into a tight hug.

“So, tell me, sweet-cheeks, how was your first kiss, and who is he? Does he goes to the same college as you are?” she asked while spinning me at full speed.

“Aahhmm, Kurter! I think I am going to faint.” I stressed

“I am sorry doll-face, I am just so happy for you.” She said while squealing again and I rolled my eyes in annoyance.