Chapter 13

I was making sure those who caused Aera pain all paid for it. I chained up my kindness, warmth and compassion. I became this way so I could have enough strength to enact his plan without feeling guilt or remorse. I wanted them to be miserable. To suffer the way she suffered.

The only thing I was slowly starting to realize was that I was acting so much I sometimes didn't know who I was anymore. I had played this character for such a long time that I would find myself enjoying the looks of pain on their faces. I would find myself basking in their misery. Not a shred of guilt present in my heart. And it was terrifying.

Regret? I didn't regret anything. The people whose lives I had ruined deserved it and I won't stop until I get justice for her. Besides, the pain I was constantly going through was enough Karma. Not to mention this new dilemma Ryu put me in. I've seen Haruto and Toshiro naked countless times. I never got any reaction. He used his hand goddamn it. Just his hand and I'm a pathetic mess.

I then noticed someone staring at me and turned sideways to see Dai. A small guy with a mop of dark hair, wearing hot pink pants and a white shirt. His nails were painted pink along with his lips. I immediately saw red.

It was Dai, the only gay guy in school. He was one of them. I could clearly remember Dai spreading false rumors about Aera. He had a big hand in her suffering. Thus, I outed him before he was ready but the guy used the opportunity to embrace his true self and did whatever he wanted.

I'm not like him. I'm not like him at all. I enjoyed one hand job. One. He's the one who likes to suck dick and get fucked in the ass. How degrading.

"What the fuck are you looking at fag?" I sneered, scaring Dai who pushed his head into his locker.

I wasn't satisfied at all. I was still brimming with anger and had nowhere to vent. His existence was like a slap to my face. I'm not what he is. I'm not a freak of nature. I grabbed a fistful of his hair and yanked his head out.

His eyes filled with tears. "I-I'm sorry! I won't look at you anymore! I promise!"

My face darkened. The tears in his eyes gave me some kind of twisted joy.

"What? You like me too fuckface?"

Before he could reply, I closed the locker and smashed his head against it.

"What right do you think a person like you has to like me huh? Disgusting!".

I slammed his face again, blood oozing out of his nose. "Get this into your fucking thick skull. If I see you look at me again, I'll pluck out your stupid eyes! You're better off dead anyway. Fag"

I let him go then stormed off to the bathroom to wash my hand. Dai sure used a lot of oil. It wasn't enough. I needed more. I needed to let it out. The anger, it was consuming me and I didn't know what to you. I was so frustrated!

The bell rang and I knew I was going to be late but I didn't care. Besides, it was Miss Park again. One smile and she'd melt. Though, I didn't think I could smile at all. In fact, I'll just call the whole thing off today. I'm tired of toying with her.

I slowly walked to class, the halls were already empty. Miss Park was certainly not happy to see me. I had been ignoring her calls and texts and I left her house without saying anything.

"You're late again Aito-kun" she said but I paid her no heed. In fact, I wanted her to shut up.

I walked inside without giving her so much as a glance. Instead, I locked eyes with someone else and my heart skipped a beat.

Gotou Ryu.

Ryu cooly gazed back at me. There was a bit of surprise in his eyes but it left as quickly as it came.

"Yamamoto Aito, I'm talking to you" Miss Park said in a strict tone. I sat in my usual seat and dropped my bag on the floor. I loosened my tie and rolled up the sleeves of my uniform.

Miss Park went red with anger. "Aito!, I will not tolerate such behavior from you. I am your teacher and I demand that you respect me an-

"Should have thought of that before you spread your legs for me, slut" I said, cutting her off. My tone was cold and curt. I was done with her bullshit. It's time she gets a taste of what it's like to be humiliated.

Everyone gasped. My friends looked back and forth between me and Miss Park. Shock evident in their faces.

Trying to recover her lost dignity, she stuttered, "A-Aito"

"Don't you have any sense of shame?" I spat. "Can't you tell when a guy doesn't want you? Stop calling and texting me. I'm tired of your shit!"

Her face went pale and tears pooled in her eyes. I didn't care. In fact, I thrive on it. My anger gushed out like a tap.

"What? Did you think you had a future with me? Face it Cindy. I'm 18. You're 25. There can never be an 'us' so leave me the hell alone. In fact, I'm going to report you for trying to establish a sexual relationship with a student. I bet I'm not even the only one"

Revenge on Miss Park was almost complete. All I had to do now is make sure she loses her license to teach.

Suddenly, loud illicit moans could be heard from the speaker in the class. I smirked, gazing at Haruto who gave me a thumbs up.

"H-Harder! Ah!"

"Yes! Yes! Oh God"

"A-Ah faster f-fuck ah!"

"Oh shit yes! Ah fuck I-I'm cumming ah!"

The whole class erupted in laughter. It couldn't be hidden. It was definitely Miss Park. Her thick accent couldn't be hidden.

Miss Park couldn't stop the tears. She ran out of the class immediately. I didn't mind. She wouldn't have the face to come back.

Toshiro roared with laughter, holding his tummy as tears leaked from his eyes. It pissed me off more. I hated the way he laughed at anything. Even the most awkward situations. Toshiro the gossip lord. He's the one I suspect the most. He's the one who must have leaked Aera's video and pictures.

Even though humiliating Miss Park brought me some sort of satisfaction, it still wasn't enough. I grabbed my bag and stormed out of the class. I felt like I was going to burst at any time and I didn't want to do it in school. I knew a better place.