Sick

No matter how long, how deep, how dark the night is, one day the day will break and we will meet on a lonely road, without knowing who we are, we will smile at each other, we will cry in our room, secretely. We will smile like nothing happened, we will fake everything but what about our memories? I don't think we will forget that, I don't think we can fake our faces so that we can never know each other..... Everything is scripted in our lives and god is watching it all. We live, for what? They say for love, they say for world, they say to earn, everyone knows the truth but they don't tell anything. We live to die, we live to feel the pain, we live to see how miserable we are but nobody, literally nobody accept that. They say they have pride. I say what is pride? Does pride told you to not to accept the reality? My mind is going like BOOM. I am sick of everyone. I loved someone with the bottom of my heart. Everything was fine until we said our final goodbye to each other. It is nothing but a phase of our life. Everyone needs someone to tell his/her pain. Everyone needs the person they love. But..... what if I tell you its impossible to get that person? Well, if you love then you have to cross the limits. You have to do everything, things you can or things you can not. You will get that person. Cross the limits, surpass yourself, make yourself a new person. Like after autumn new flowers, leaves bloom. People say don't get ahead of yourself but don't listen to them they are shit. Just do whatever your heart tell you. Do what you have to do. If you think that you can't do anything then just die. Take steps forward slowly, slowly.  I am a depressed person. I am a burden on this world so I don't have any right to speak like this. But I have learned many things. You know, I am a cold person. I don't have any actual friends. Everyone

here is a liar. Yeah, you read that right. I AM GODDAMN SICK, MAN! Or I should say I am not sick, THIS WORLD IS SICK!

I wanted to tell her, one last time that

  I LOVED HER, ALL THE TIME...!!!

         DAMMIT

I have too many regrets and I think I don't regret that because that's how life works.....🙂

                                               -Talha Bin Khalid