19

After the lunch we were sitting in the music room. I was trying to listen to the melody that Jungkook Oppa started to write earlier. But I couldn't focus, my mind was spinning about the unnecessary event I had today. I don't think I have to believe that myth. The only thing he's ever accomplished is ruining everything. Okay, Cheonsa, forget about it! Besides, why do you keep thinking? I think we should go to the library with Jungkook Oppa. We can buy books about music there. He may be the only one who can distract my thoughts right now.

Cheonsa: Oppa!

Jungkook Oppa: Yes?

Cheonsa: Let's go to the library and buy some music books for us.

Jungkook Oppa: Uhhh, I don't want to go!

Cheonsa: Please....

Jungkook Oppa: Argh, Cheonsa you know I can't reject when you make that puppy face! Ok, let's go.

Cheonsa: You are the best!

Jungkook Oppa: I know! That's why I am the GOLDEN MAKNAE!

Cheonsa: I am gonna be the PLATINUM MAKNAE then!

I run upstairs to change my clothes.

Jungkook Oppa: Hey, you can't be!

We left the house and went to the library by taxi, as we did not have a car. We came to the big library not far from where I live. I never thought I would be so surprised by what I saw when we entered.

Cheonsa: Jovihel Unni?

Jungkook Oppa: Jovihel?

Jovihel Unni: Cheonsa? Jungkook?

Jungkook: Jovihel? You are here.

-Jungkook-

I missed her so much. The girl I love, who lived believing a lie for 2 years, a whole 2 years. However, there was something I had to tell her.

Jovihel: Cheonsa, I missed you so much, dear.

She came over and hugged Cheonsa. Cheonsa hugged her too. After all, her problem wasn't with Jovihel.

Jungkook: Darling...

Jovihel: Sorry, I'm not your girlfriend. Maybe you got it mixed up with someone else.

Cheonsa: Unni, listen to him, for my sake. We'll talk later okay?

Jovihel Unni: You feel like I don't want to do this, Cheonsa... Just for your sake...

When Cheonsa left us, Ihad to help myself from hugging her.

Jungkook: Jimin Hyung, he wanted me do that.

Jovihel Unni: What? And don't tell me about him! He can't even be the person I hate the most in the world.

Jungkook: To break up with you. Maybe he didn't want to see you sad so you wouldn't suffer like him when you left Korea...

Jovihel Unni: I can't believe he did that too! I want to kill him!

Jungkook: That's not the point, Jovihel. I'm still in love with you. I have never given up on you. I knew you would come across me. I wasn't nice to that Sara girl! But Ainul told you so, and I told you so because it worked for me. Forgive, please. If you only knew how much I suffered in these 2 years apart from you. I even had nervous breakdowns.

-FLASHBACK-

I entered my room and locked the door from the inside. I'm tired of school. Very. Any place without her feels like hell now. It's like every part of me is on fire. I'm stuck. I can't even breathe. I wish I hadn't listened to him, I wish I had said that I only love and will love you, Jovihel...

Jungkook: ARGH! JOVIHEL! I WISH I SAID I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I HATE MYSELF! BETTER IF I DIE!

I knocked over the table in my room. Actually, that's not me. This is my anger. I hate myself. Jovihel, would you believe me if I told you this one day? Who knows, maybe you won't even believe it.

The mirror was shattered with the perfume bottle I threw at the mirror in my room. Just like my life that was shattered by her leaving. Just like her heart I shattered by lying.

-Ainul-

It's weird that Jungkook is speeding out of school.

I quickly followed him home. He had entered his room. I couldn't open the door because it was locked. He can't hear me if I call, I don't think he will pick up even if he does. I immediately called Taehyung.

Ainul: Taehyung, come on. Jungkook is having a nervous breakdown. He locked the door. I'm afraid he will hurt himself. Please be fast!

But no matter how much I tried, Taehyung wouldn't catch up. It occurred to me to call Cheonsa as she was the closest but she was worse than Jungkook yesterday. How and why should I call her?

-FLASHBACK-

-Cheonsa-

I'm trying to calm myself. But everything around me reminds me of Jimin. I cannot accept. When did we come to this? We were very happy 6 months ago. We went to the tree house together. I won the dance competition.

Now I just want to cry. I don't want anyone to make me happy anymore. I want to forget how to be happy.

I threw the pillows on my bed in anger. But it's not enough. The fire in me won't go out. I don't know if it's out of anger, pain or love. Why am I still alive?! I can't even put out the fire inside me. I can't control myself!

Cheonsa: I'm sick of it! I CAN'T ACCEPT THAT YOU LEFT ME, JIMIN! COME NOW! Wasn't it enough, the pain you caused?! DID YOU THINK I DID NOT LOVE YOU? IS MY LOVE NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU? JIMIN, COME!

I broke everything in the room. Table, chair, mirrors, my piggy bank, my bookcase...

My room is ruined. Did I do these? On top of that, I shouted. It's not Cheonsa, it's someone else... someone else inside of me...

Cheonsa: It's beter if I die!

I took the rope which we used to play with as girls, and took the armchair which didn't have a back. I stand on the armchair and tied the rope to the light. I made a circle to put through my head. As I was going to put around my neck, the door was opened.

Taehyung: CHEONSA?!

I couldn't succeed, I just couldn't. I could not forget you. Look, they won't let me forget. A life without you was not written for me.

My dear readers, from now on, I will put questions at the end of the stories. Please write your answers as comments. I think it will be fun.

Yes, the question of this chapter is: What will Jovihel do after learning these things?

A) She will just forgive Jungkook

B) She will say she has a new life now and won't forgive Jungkook

C) She will tell Jimin what Jungkook told her and questions him.