Hanging out

The moment I stepped into my house I went straight to my couch and slept there .. although I was really tired it was only in the morning and I had spent almost 2 hours at my office yet my exaggerating body mocks my endurance .. grr forget it .. it didn't take long enough for my mind to go blank as my body relaxed to sleep , but nothing happened in those dreams there was nothing except 'Nothing' .. it was a blank dream I had to question myself like 'what am I missing?' I mean these kinds of dreams are the ones that have reasons like when you feel like you lost someone so I had to check what was it that I had missed or maybe felt like I left behind.

I couldn't give myself answers so when I woke up I just went into the shower and took a stroll around the neighborhood , I found it very nice and calm yet boring at the same time .. I know some people just had some businesses to deal with but then again on WEEKEND?

I'm probably just being silly but sometimes even if you're an introvert you just had to lay it out a bit get to know the outside world and see it in your own view judge it with your perception not through details given by the mind , sure I let it go and reached 1 mile away from my house .. broke the record by walking full 15 minutes but exercising kept the body in shape anyway I couldn't break the real record out there much less enter a starring contest.

I kept pondering about that day when I woke up not knowing anything I mean it's normal for a person to get amnesia bit really in most cases you have better reasons than mine of me disappearing for weeks and now out of all times I return with a blank memory where I don't even know a damn thing about myself. Thinking about these things made it look like I was a mad person who wrote journals about himself about his daily life despite not having a clue of what was happening around him , I came up upon a luxurious calm looking bar .. I thought 'Lemme check' so I went in and in I saw a couple of folks who were sitting on their tables wearing formal clothes whilst in the corner were a few guys around my age with a dozen of naked girls dancing on 'THEM' literally on them , I couldn't help but look at the girls with pity because although my memories aren't clear being a prostitute was their way of living and they could be helped but the people who had the power to help them abused that power and took advantage of them , I walked up to the barman and ordered chilli French fries along with some two grape sodas making my meal more refreshing.

When he returned with my orders I gave him some bucks and dug in gently into those hot French fries taking some sips on my soda to digest it without taking the heat , eventually the French fries were getting warmer so I ate them quickly afraid that they might get cold .. whilst sitting there on my bar stool with me having some meal and some refreshing sodas I felt a warm hand on my shoulder and when I looked back I saw a girl who was a bit younger than me with a tattered bra and undergarment revealing to me her pink maiden flower .. I choked on my drink when she moved her hands into that place where no female must dare touch , I quickly removed her hand and gave her an apologetic smile "Sorry not today .." it was better to just not do anything to them because I'd be adding more salt to my own theories and complaints , she took a seat next to me on the bar stool and giggled "Hi handsome call me Diana" she said holding her hand out .. of course I wasn't rude so I shook her hand and introduced myself "Theo Stanley" I sipped on my soda with my eyes on her.

I gulped when her face leaned closer to mine , my body reacted by moving the bar stool back without making her notice anything "You're very funny Stan .. do you mind if I call you Stan?" oh yeah sure give me a nickname "Me? Mind? pssh why would I mind" I don't know if she saw my fidgeting movements or what because everytime she got closer I would move the bar stool back but damn the girl didn't give up and kept leaning closer until she got a hold of my neck *gulp* I wanted to scream but I knew what I had gotten myself into and alas there was no going back .. just as she was about to put her pink juicy lips on mine a familiar figure walked in to the bar and I was very relieved when I saw her so without wasting time I made an excuse and ran up to her acting all friendly being intimate .. "Hey Charlotte" I noticed her looking at me when she entered the bar as she was looking down now all of a sudden "So you've found some free time to relieve your amnesia stress huh?" damn she had caught me off guard there but I was going to be honest "To be honest I was only here for a quick meal and some soda and out of the blue the girl approached me with those menacing tiger eyes .. " I took a glance at her before averting my gaze from her to Charlotte who was now having a relieved face "I know what I'm about to say is inappropriate but I think she was hungry" she covered her mouth with her hand giggling.