Loosing controls

Ch - 47

He planned hundred things to keep her away, not getting affect but only the thinking of her being with someone else made his nerves filled with extreme anger... And the rest work is done by the closeness between them, the non existing heart is pumping loudly inside his chest,... The madness of marking her only his, overpowering every damn thinking of him...

How could she think to kiss, hug anyone else, when she is only his... None have the permission to touch her except him... Just then the view of kunal hold her shoulder come which make him more groan, he pinched her nipple over the fabric and bit hard on her lips,..she moaned on his mouth... "Sidaaarrthhhhh... "

But nothing reach to his ears, he sucked the blood from the corner of her lips and start kissing her lips softly but not intended to leave them... She digged her nails on his hand which made him winced.."leave...my ha..hands.." She somehow say between the kiss... Without saying anything he leave her hands and grab neck firmly.. Her hands immediately lost in the depth of his hairs..

She feels numerous butterflies on her stomach, her body set on seething fire by his touch,...she smiles so many times between the kiss by seeing his possessiveness. Knew it always that he can never able to digest the fact of her being with someone else.. If her talks make him too angry then what will happen when he saw her with kunal...

Seems that she is not much far from her mission, his anger, possessiveness, dominance is overpowering his damn logical mind who asks him to go away from him....

Her fingers which caresses his hair, make him more turn on by passing time. Lost completely on her, he left her lips and start sucking and nibbling on the crook of her neck..

She arc her head back unknowingly and give him more access, a loud moan escape from her mouth when bit hard there and start moving his tongue in the place for soothing the pain.. Only one thing is revolving on his mind, heart everywhere that she is his...none can touch her ever... As always no logics works in front of his possessiveness.

But the intense moment soon broke by a knock on the door and sound, "Shehnaaz, can i come inside?" Sidharth open his in a jerk when reality hit him hard.. Closing eyes again he groaned near her neck and pulled back in a rush.. Running fingers on hair he continuously cursing himself inwardly for loosing like this...

Can't able to even look towards her, he feels so embarrassed to facing her.., feeling angry on himself,. Why he can't able to stop himself? This is not right he can't do all this... Sana stare at him and very well understand that what he is thinking.. definitely cursing himself for the beautiful moment...

She can still feels the hit on her cheeks, her whole face turned deep shade of red, lips swollen and the bit mark is clearly visible on her lower lip..about what she didn't have a single idea. Taking a breath she sit on the bed and says, "Yeah, you can..." Sidharth somehow look towards her with the corner of his eyes and widened the eyes.

He heard the door opening and suddenly cover her completely with the quilt... Kunal enter inside and saw sidharth standing near the bed with a frowned face and says, "Actually she has some allergies and don't want you to see her like this." Sana narrowed her brows from inside the quilt and bit her lips...

But soon winced in pain and realized the bit mark, blushing hardly she touch her neck where he bit and thinks, "So monster wants to hide all this love bite marks from kunal.. But how can i let him successful on this?" Kunal look towards sidharth's swollen lips with collided brows just then Sana remove the quilt and says,

"Why you are lying sidharth? I am perfectly fine, its just that some insect bite me on face.." Sidharth look at her in a jerk and give a deadly glare which she ignored royally. Kunal look at both of them with a frowning face and says, "Hm..i think you should apply something there,." Sidharth groaned by closing eyes and says, "She will...you come with me... I have something important to tell you."

He sighs and leave without looking at sana, she twist her lips and give a fake smile to kunal. He nodded and go behind sidharth, who is standing near the stairs by turning his back. "What's happening?" Asked kunal. Sidharth close his eyes and says, "Nothing, don't think much... Just be ready there's a party tomorrow."

Kunal narrowed his brows and asks, "Party?" He nodded and says, "hmm..just normally.. Naaz will be fine till tomorrow, you both should start knowing...each other... It will be easy to mend up in this type of party situation.." Kunal raise his one brow and asks, "Why you want your wife, to get married with someone else?"

Sidharth close his eyes and says, "Not anymore she is,..and i..i don't want to be with her,." Turning towards kunal he says, "If you have any problem, then leave..i can find someone else." Shaking head kunal says, "No no...i didn't meant that,..its never matter to me that what's the reason.. I was just a little curious... But leave all this, .." Said he go from there..

Clenching fists sidharth move to the garden and start punching on the wall, he is getting angry on himself for loosing control like this and cross the line... "Why? Why?...why i can't able to stop myself? Fuck... Just like every time, i plan to do something and ended up drastically destroyed my own plans... This shouldn't be happened..."

"This is not right for us,..don't know what will kunal think by about her...those bit mark on lips is clearly visible...shit...sidharth..why? Stop loosing your fucking senses in front of her.., i don't know what happened to me when she talk about that so called dream man.... It's a kind of feeling that someone take my heart out from the body.."

"That time i feels like whoever the man was, just go and ripped his head off.. How can someone touch her?" Groaning he again hit the fist on the wall, which already starts bleeding... Just then a voice come from back, "But kunal can, because he is going to be her husband.." Sidharth stop but didn't turn back to see the person, gritting teeth he says,

"He is not still,." Smirking aadi come in front of him and says, "But he'll be soon, and after that you can't able to stop him..because loose all rights on her." Looking at aadi he says, "I can, i will....i have rights on her entire life, even if she is not with me... No can harm her, touch her, or do anything without her wants... I send her away from me, not leave her..."

"Don't forget that i have two legally rights on her, one is the marriage....and other is the paper she signed at the time of leaving her house... She will be always mine...." Aadi shook his head and says, "But what if she wants?" Narrowing brows sidharth asks, "Hun?" Aadi turns to the other side and says, "I mean, what if she wants to go with kunal, wants to be with him all the time, wants to get touch by hi..."

He stop in the middle by sidharth, who grab his collar and says with bloody red eyes, "Shut up aadi, just shut your fucking mouth. I don't want to fight with you here,..don't talk like this about her." Aadi smirks and says, "Why? This is the reality what you wants.. You are the one who wants sana to get married with kunal, and its obvious that after marriage they will definitely come close and you can't stop..."

Sidharth leave him in a jerk and going to move just then aadi says from back, "Accept the fact that you are freaking affected by her, everything about Sana affects you to no end..,you are possessive for her.." Turning sidharth again hit the bloody palm in anger on the wall and yells, "Yes....yes i am fucking affected by her..possessive for her.."

"But.....i don't know why? Why all this happening with me. But i don't want this,,... Sidharth shukla never get affected by someone..like this.... I loose my every damn thinking at the exact moment i come near her... It's made my blood boil when saw thinking or talking about someone else.. I just feels like kill that person immediately.."

Said he run his fingers on hair and pulled them in irritation.. Aadi smiles and says, "Because you love her sidharth..." He open his eyes in a jerk, collided brows he turns to aadi and says, "Never use that word again, you know i hate it.. And there's nothing like this in my life..and will never come.. So stop your this nonsense..."

He is going to leave when aadi says from back, "The word from which you run since years... Is become your reality now...Accept it or not sidharth, but you are fallen for sana,..you love your naaz..." Clenching eyes sidharth go from there without turning back...

Here sana get down from the bed slowly and try to walk, she move near the mirror and blush hard by tracing fingers on the bit mark.. Its her first love bite given by him... But will damn sure that he definitely regret the moment.. Why he run from his feelings? Why don't want to accept that he love her? What is his problem with the love word and music?

She needs to know all this soon, its getting to confusing.. Suddenly a thought come in her mind that, was a girl behind the reason of all this? Do he love someone else? Or there's someone in his life?.. Now suddenly all this questions come in her mind, feels a pang of jealousy inside her by the thought that...there might be some girl in his life...

She is lost in herself when sidharth entered inside the room, he narrowed his brows to her and says, "Go and lay on the bed, you still need one day rest.." He going to move to the washroom when she saw the blood on his hand and asks, "You again hurt yourself?"

Rolling eyes he is going to enter the washroom when she says, "Stop right there sidharth, or else don't know what will i do."

Groaning he turns to her and says by moving near her, "What's your fucking problem?"

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