The society around him

Theo hung around the classroom as the other learners made way to the canteen and he couldn't be more happy but still at the same time sad , literally he knew this was because of him in the first place so he hung behind in the classroom resting on his forearms on the table but it was not enough to sleep it through. A lot of things went through his mind despite having a nonchalant expression perhaps it was some kind of mental disease? , and just as he closed his eyes someone pat on his head immediately waking him up .

He opened his eyes slowly and his eyes met with her's as she was starring into his eyes trying to fathom Theo's normalcy and for a moment it became a reality that Theo was above her average normal person , she kept on a worried look on her face her hand on Theo's head "You good?" she asked stroking his hair like some crazy old woman but it wasn't a first for Theo but he still felt guilty and bad for letting her stay around her as it was enough bad publicity for him he didn't want it to affect her as well "Hey I think you should really reconsider and stop being around me, haven't you realised that you have no friends left all of them are leaving you , I'm fine with being alone anyways it's not like this is new so just like the old times when we didn't know each other , let's pretend like I never knew you and you'll do the same"

Theo said with his eyes fixated in her eyes that were coruscating with tears but none fell off "Why are you always like this ?, I try my best to be the best friend I can be for you but it seems like everytime I try you intentionally vaporize the success that's in our future" she lowered her head and Theo could see tears falling onto his table and surely he felt his heart throbbing and his guilt was getting ahead of him but he managed to keep a confident and unafraid face "I'm past all return to a normal person like you , so I think it would be better if you found a friend who would cherish and love you most heartedly , I may be stupid and uncaring but I won't dare mess with other people's feelings" he took her hand off his head and placed it in the air "But I don't want that!" she shouted .. with her voice echoing in the classroom "I know you Theo better than anyone if I had to say because no one wanted to be your friend or even tried to have a distant friendship , I was there and I'm still here now and I'm going to be here for as long as I want!!" she cried but that didn't even make Theo show any sad expression or any concern he just put his face in his arms whilst he mumbled a few but a hurtful words "Let me rephrase that first line for you Inside the me you know there's a me you don't know and all together you really don't have a clue to who I am" out of all the things he could say he just thought he could make himself feel better by letting her know his piece of mind and unbeknownst to Madison Theo was almost close to breaking down but didn't dare to show his face , but he was always waiting for a chance to chase Madison away , suddenly he heard a giggle that startled him a little bit "You silly boy , I know I don't know you much but I know you to the point that I noticed you're doing this because you heard the learners bad-mouthing you so you thought my publicity would be ruined if I hung around you" still her tears were not stopping instead her tears were falling even harder 'tch this girl' he was truly baffled by her words he didn't expect her to be so serious and open with thoughtful answers and for once in his his life he heard her say something smart but alas he just remained silent until he eventually fell asleep , Madison sat there watching at his graceful face as he turned on his arms revealing his handsomeness , she caressed his smooth warm face with her slim fingers going up his hair and feeling it's silklike feeling and smoothness.

She never left his side and remained in her seat while waiting for him to wake up but not yet , as if the school bell hated her it rang so loud that it instantly woke Theo up but he was just carrying a solemn face that didn't even show that he was even startled and when he saw Madison hovering him he instantly blushed but then averted his gaze from her scared that he would be too coward and guilty to talk to her after what he had said to her "I didn't want to wake you up because I was enjoying caressing your hair and your handsome smooth face" Theo was baffled but his face kept getting redder and redder everytime she complimented him and he quickly went into his arms again and hid his face from the goddess of compliments infront of him "Hey Theo , dont mind these learner's bad comments and bad-mouthing just pretend you don't hear them okay" she held his hand tightly before kissing his hair and sat immediately after the teacher got in ' Although she has done more weird and horrifying things to me I still can't fathom her ability to seduce me' he cried inwardly.