Can Life really be more Unfair

Two things that I hate the most is waking up early in the morning and then the second is going to school. I don't like going to school at all.

'Tzuyu have you packed everything that you need, and don't worry dear, me and your dad will pay you a visit every once in a month, Dad will be dropping you to your boarding school, just remember Mum and Dad loves a lot ok, bye my lovely daughter mommy's gonna miss you'.

I don't want to leave my house, I don't want to leave my parents, I don't wanna go to boarding school, but since nobody's gonna listen to me now so with tears in my eyes and sadness being reflected in my face I said bye to my Mom.

My dad dropped me to my new school. My school was very huge and well it was beautiful too but still I don't want my dad to leave me here but he had his works to do so he left me here. I went to my class, but I wasn't comfortable at all.

My class teacher made me to introduce myself but the separation anxiety was too much for me to handle. I kept crying and the whole class kept laughing at my sorrowful situation. I seriously don't like this place at all.

When I finally stopped crying my teacher made me to introduce myself again...

H...hi e..everyone...Mmm....My Name is Tzuyu. I am 8yrs old, and I study in Class 5.

My teacher then asked me to go back to my seat.

All these while I could feel the sharp gazes of my classmates. I guess they don't like me too..

2 years later

I still don't like school. Nobody loves me. I don't have any friends in my school, I always sit alone in my class, all I want for now is to have a peaceful school life but as if the almighty would listen to it...

'Hey that's Tzuyu right the girl who stinks'

'She is such a loser'

'I heard she doesn't have any friends but anyway who would like to be friends with her'

Nobody talks to me in school but yet everyone talks about me.

To be precise I am the loser of this school, it maybe because I don't have friends, or It may be because I am ugly, or it may be because I am a very intimidated person, or I guess it's just because they hate me.

I always sit alone in my class, once some of my classmates glued me to my chair, locked me in a bathroom, drenched me in water, pretended to be nice to me but it was all only to make fun out of me.

I still remember one of a girl from my class came to me asking me whether I would like to be her friend or not, I was very happy when she approached to me I immediately said yes to her, during lunch break I went to play with her in the playground, we both were playing swings but she suddenly pushed me hard to the ground, and all her friends including herself everyone laughed at me, I didn't know what to do at all, I had bruises and even though I was in pain all I could do was smile and laugh along with them.

Everyday became a torture for me, I wanted my parents to know about it but yet I was scared to say anything to them.

Finally the holidays arrived. My dad came to pick me up today. I am very happy to go back to my home.

At home :

'Mumma I missed u a lot'

'I missed you too my Tzuyu'

As I was talking to my mom my eyes got watery I really missed my mom a lot, as I was talking with my mom, my mom sensed that something was off about me so she calmly asked me Whether I was ok or not and I couldn't take it anymore and I said everything to my mom. My mom was shocked for a while and she assured me that everything would be fine.

After some days It was time to go back to school, I didn't wanted to leave my house but my parents would be upset if I refuse to go back to school.

I went back to school and as I was unpacking my bag I found an envelope which had a letter and a huge sum of money in it.I read the letter and it said,

'My dear daughter I am sorry for not knowing about your pain but the least I can do for you is to give you this money.The world runs in money if you spend some money on your classmates they will definitely be good towards you. I love you Tzuyu from your loving Mom'

After receiving the letter I was determined to make friend. I started giving treats to everyone, and I managed to make many friends but for some reason I wasn't happy at all, it felt like I was just buying friends for my satisfaction and they would never consider me as a real friend.

After much consideration I decided to change my school. I managed to convince my parents to sent me to a different school.

Both of my parents are office workers hence they couldn't look after me so my parents decided to sent me to my aunt's place as my new school was quite close to my aunt's place.

So I started staying with my aunt. So my aunt has a joint family, she has a husband, 2 daughters and 2 sons. Her daughters name was Lisa and Dahyun and her sons name was Marco and Kai. Dahyun and Kai were adopted by my aunt as they were the children of her youngest sister who died in an accident leaving the two kids behind. So my aunt and uncle decided to look after them too.

At first everything was fine. I was having normal life with not many problems. But as time passed by it became difficult for me to adjust to this new place, My aunt would treat me in a very different way as compared to her own children. I and my sister Dahyun we were supposed to do all the household chores, the money sent by my parents as pocket money were not given to me,things got worse as Sister Dahyun got married and left me alone to deal with my aunt. I was only supposed to go to school apart from school I was not supposed to step my feet out of the house, once I stayed back at school for extra classes but when I returned back I was beaten brutally by them, There were many instances when they would refuse to give me any food, many a times a slept with empty stomach, they wouldn't even allow me to go back to my house, they would never take me along with them and most of the time whenever I came back from the school I had to stay outside in the stairs as they used to go for shopping. Life became a hell for me.

And one day my parents visited me and wanted to bring me back to my house as the winter holidays were going on. My aunt couldn't deny my parents and hence I came back to my place with my parents but I knew that after winter holidays my days would get even worse.