This pain

The spell was just about to finish when I felt intense pain, my eyes changing golden. Well, shit, my scent was back and it was dangerous as I was standing in front of so many male wolves. I closed my eyes concentrating on the spell.....Just there.....some more seconds...

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I could feel someone calling me, the darkness was not letting me see who it was. I want to shout, ask for help but it was like something wrapping itself around me, I can't say a word.

"Xavier you can't be this weak!" I could hear my father's voice, it was like he was shouting at me. "You're pathetic!" He always said that to me when I was small just because I would cry if someone would say a bad thing to me.

I can't do anything, every bad moment of my life was repeating itself in front of me. This a mental torture and I have to get out of this.

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I woke up on the bed while Mia and Sebastian were looking at me worriedly.

"How are you, Ella?" she asked me but before I could say anything I fell back on the bed from my sitting position because of the pain.

"I-it hurts." I cried out loud.

'Why would it hurt this much?' I asked my wolf.

'Because we haven't mated or been marked by our mate. Just a way of nature so that wolves will mark each other fast as if mate go near their mate in heat, they get attracted to each other. Moreover, their mate touch can make the pain a little less so they both will end up marking each other.' She explained all this like I didn't know that already.

"I think you should take bath, it will help." I nodded as Mia helped me in walking toward the bathroom.

"I think I have found something that can maybe help Xavier." She said when we reached near the dark brown door of the bathroom.

"What is it," I asked her fastly, ignoring the unbearable pain.

"He himself, no one can do anything other than him. You know no one is powerful like him, not even a witch using black magic." She said on which I nodded.

"So if we make him fight from whatever it is going in his mind and stopping him to come back then maybe...." She trailed not completing the sentence.

"But what if he couldn't?" I asked with fear of something bad that I'm about to listen to.

"Listen, Stella, he will be alright. He has to come back, he will fight for you. I know that. But if this doesn't work then we will find another way because he can not be in there for long. You know he is getting torture mentally and this slowly will..." I know how much harm it can cause him. He isn't healing his physical injuries too and mental torture all this can lead to a very bad consequence. I just wish Moon Godness make all this easy, I have lost everything and have lived a hard life but this time I can't lose anything.

All three of us went to look at Xavier who was lying down still in the same position, while Oliver was watching him like any second he would wake up and I felt the same but it would be a miracle.

"So what are we gonna do?" I asked them. The pain was still there as I sat on the couch and Oliver kept a big distance in between because I know it can be hard for him as he isn't mated yet.

"Sebastian as a vampire has the power of playing with minds, he would show Xavier visions that will make him angry, he will definitely try to fight it. And if, only if it is needed then we will show him that you are in trouble or something like that." Mia explained while Oliver and I listened to her.

"So Sebastian has to make him angry and in anger, he will be fighting with all that is happening to him in mind because of poison?" Oliver asked and Sebastian nodded as he holds Xavier's cold and pale hand in his hands.

I felt useless as I saw his body, what is he going through? how does it feel? If I was mated, would I have felt his pain?

All the thoughts came to a stop when a wave of pain hit me hard.

"Oh my-" I couldn't say anything as darkness engulfed me.

I opened my eyes just to found myself again on the soft bed. I looked out from the window to see the sun playing hide and seek with clouds, the room was cold even when the window was closed. I sat up thinking that once again I would feel some type of pain but....wow....no pain. This is good, it means I have passed my first heat, wait....which means the three days are finished.....which means it's the fourth day. Oh, Godness! for how many days I was out? What about Xavier?

I went to the bathroom, fastly after doing my morning routine I went downstairs just to find it empty. Where was everyone?

As I was going to the hospital I can hear whispers of people around but I didn't give them my attention but stopped when someone called my name.

"Stella, how are you?" Eva asked me as she came running toward me.

"I'm good, how are you?" I asked her while pinching lightly her chubby cheeks. She is so cute.

"I'm good, you know everyone is saying that you and your friend helped them. I saw that too." She said excitedly.

"Why were you there? It could have been dangerous." I said while looking at Elena with a raised brow.

"Was just passing by," Elena said but I don't think so that was the case. I stood up from my crouching position while Eva was now clinging to me, her hand tightly secure around my neck while her small legs around my waist.

I hold her as I walked with Elena.

"Tell me the truth, dear friend," I said on which she smirked.

"Though so, you will say this." She said and asked me to follow her quietly. I don't know what she wants to say or why she is behaving like this but I knew one thing all this time someone was–is– following me. I hold Eva tightly, seems like something is going to happen.