SOMETHING FUNNY

So today

I am gonna talk about something funny and a little bit frustrated.

I mean in this days I try to do nothing about it.

I thought everything gonna be fine because back then,

when I try to change this vision and visit some places which I thought relates to my vision because,

I see that places in that visions but that vision (which I mentioned in chapter one)doesn't change at all but,

infect I know recently that vision is maybe not gonna happen for some months or year maybe because on that vision.

I see there's some people which I don't even meet yet and on that vision,

now I realized that the person I saw I mean my friends are look different and even my brother has different look.

I mean like he had kinda little beard but he don't even have beard yet and then,

I realized that I was worried that vision not happen in real life(which one I mentioned in chapter one),

so now I see many visions happening in real life which I see some year ago like I am lying in my room and

I was watching a series and there's a moment when a teenager girl realized that,

she loved his friend but when she realized that's to late and it's her engagement but,

that boy came to her and expressed his love and her fiance broke the engagement and

they lived happyly ever after and then I see clock and then I realized,

I see it already some years ago in my visions and I remember that,

I was just watching clock but I know that feeling and that series scenes because,

it was in my mind and then I realized what if that vision,

(which I mentioned in chapter one)

also gonna happen after some years which one I worried about and because,

I am worried about it I do exactly the same which leads to me there,

where it's gonna happen so because many visions

I thought I properly clear and I am safe now

I mean that was not dangerous.

it's just like I am arguing with my father and he literally beat me but,

I save myself or like I save myself from accident in road but,

it some how happen again and it's just change it's place or time but,

it's try to happen in same way there's so much more visions.

which try to happen again in real life again and again but just think about it.

you are trying to running for reached to your destination safely.

but there's so much speed breaker in way and it's coming in your way again and again and again.

and every single time you think you win and you clear your task and you cross it.

but it's come in front of you in same way and in same type you just move forward,

A little bit and you cross it already but it's come in front of you.

In better and upgrade version and make you feel like it saying that,

you never able to defeat me but for me the main thing is that,

I know that I have that potential to survive this so I have to survive it because,

I have no other choice in fact everyone has that kind of problem like,

they face the same problem again and again like

monthly bill payments and much more just for survive so,

it's just feel like it's natural so at least it's give me motivation for living cheerfully a little bit

so it is what is.

am that's it for today and for next time I wanna told you about my some weird dreams which I saw in this days so thanks for giving me sometime so

see ya (ST)