weird dreams

Actually in this days I saw some weird dreams and the weird thing about my dreams is that my relatives who died and who were so precious to me they are trying to kill me in my dreams and mostly my grandpa who were so precious to me he died two years ago I saw someone came to in my dreams in his appearance and try to kill me every time and I said someone because of a dream I gonna tell you but before that I wanna tell you why it's effects me so much it's because from my childhood I was kinda angry and stubborn kid and I mostly fight with others that's why no one wants to play with me and literally no one understands me instead of my grandpa we are like bestfriends and sometimes he understand me what I want to say without saying anything but after my study's complete in high school I went to college and I started living with my parents and my parents got a job on different places so I can't able to meet my grandpa that much because it's 4hours journey from my home by train and maybe last time I talk with my grandpa on my birthday he was said he asked me crying when you gonna come here we both was so sad and I was not able to go for meet him because of my exams and that was my first birthday when grandpa was not with me 5 days later at morning 6 o clock my father was on call I just wake up I feel he's kinda sad and he was crying he told me my grandpa died I feel like my heart hurting so much I cry whole time in whole 4 hours journey then I try to stop myself because my grandpa once tell me when a died he feels sad if someone cry after remembering them that's why I try not to cry or feel sad.  after my grandpa's funeral  I started to avoid people and just watch anime or drawing pictures for spend time I told you all of this because on that dream when I first saw my grandpa because of emotions I totally forget about the fact that it's can't be true on that dream I saw my grandpa was sitting on our bed room and to be honest I feel so sad because I was not there when he was alive and when I saw him he said the same thing like he can see threw in my heart when he said you didn't come to see me I was so sad about that so I totally forget that he died and then he hug me but suddenly I saw his funeral time in front of my eye and I had this feeling from the start that something off when I realized that he can't be my grandpa his face turn red and he started to choke me but because I remember everything on time and I got alert that's why I was able to puss  him away on time and then he turn into a girl in white clothes and long hair she started running and she was laughing so badly I was so scared because she looked so terribly horrible and I was angry because she make fun of my feelings I run after her she go in a room and sit on it's roof and laughing so badly and I was so angry so I started throwing every single things to her which came in my hand and weird thing is the room she sit on the roof that room we use for prayers In other words that was our home temple and after that dreams I saw many dreams like that many times but because of this dream I know the people I gonna saw they are not real so that it for today for next time I told you about new people I met which i saw in visions for now 

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See ya 

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