Avante x coping

I've used the same coping methods for most of my life until I got the freedom to do what I wanted. My guardians and mother were extremely overprotective of me so my only choices were to watch tv and play the game. I wasn't social enough to sneak out and I didn't see it worth getting my ass beat for anyway, I already saw my siblings getting leaped on, it was no in hell I wanted that to be me. So I did everything I could to avoid getting an asswhooping cause that was one fight I knew I couldn't win and I wasn't even about to try or die trying, and I damn sure didn't want to be homeless for thinking I'm grown even if I had the mentality. But once I started smoking marijuana a lot of things went away, I wasn't angry or hurt or anything like that, at worst my anxiety would come out but other than that a lot of my mental issues were solved and I felt at ease, especially if I played the game or watch the anime, though none of my problems actually disappeared, the fact that they didn't exist at the time on top of the enhanced feelings that I do love being enhanced made me love it, I laughed harder and longer, my food tasted better, I could actually sleep without having to take pills that would be detrimental to my health, and the only real cost was the money I spent.

It isn't for everyone but I can say it helps a lot more than it hurts and I'd suggest it over the antidepressants you might be taking and get highly addicted to.