Chapter 1 Loneliness

"How did this happen?" I asked myself in an idiotic way when I'm in the void of nothing. Yes, I had nothing to do, then this life I live for... It's nothing... I had no future... What causes me to be here? Why am I the only one? Am I an utter failure? Am I a tool? That I do not know. I was born from nothingness, that's right, how could I forget that. In the end, nothing matters to me, all this is for nothing, and I'm tired. And it's getting repetitive, I'm sick of it, "I want to end my life." I spoke as if there is someone.

What an obvious thing to ask, if there's something that appeared I'll wait. 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Then suddenly it appeared. I was surprised, but not emotionally because I have no soul and emotions are not with me.

A strange light as if it came right next to me, and I go across and found it. This thing and then touched it.

And I obtained everything, and I know everything and it felt so... Boring... It's just boring. Why would anyone fight over this? Maybe it's how the world works, but then why me. Did I do anything to impress "them?" That I don't know, but this power is mine, so it means I'll do whatever I want and what they call them a "God." Yes, that's what they call them, but I'm no God, I have no species name so from here on out, my name is "Anti." My name is fitting for that I have no side, good or bad, none of that matters it's all for nothing anyway, I'll try to go to other universe and see what I can do, here we go, our first place to go.