No Word is enough for what I Lost

Yanmei's eyes were wide. She didn't think Lijun'll talk about his family. And Nixxi never told that they had another brother.

Looking at Yanmei's shocking face Lijun continue "His name was Lu Han. He was my younger brother, different from me. He was very innocent like Nixxi. You like him if you meet him".

"Um of course I'll like him if he is male version of Nixxi" she looked at him "You are not bad either". He arched one brow and she continue "You are strict but you are not a bad person. Just a protective brother who loves his sister. I can respect that".

"You don't know me Kitten. I am not a good person. I do lots of horrible things" he said.

Yanmei narrowed his eyes "I respect you because you love and do anything to protect your sister but I hate your nick names".

He chuckled "why? You don't like little human. That's why I would not call you little human. But I think Kitten name suit you".

She was irritated by his nick names "How does Kitten name suit me?"

"Well, you look like cute kitten who play with dirt. You are like a dirty Kitten" he smirked and she blushed.

But after some moment she said "My name is Yanmei. And you only call me Yanmei"

He chuckled "Now you use your claws kitten and I like it".

Nixxi narrowed her eyes and thought ' This guy is very stubborn. If I say not to give me any nick names, he only make fun of me'.

She changed the topic "Nixxi never told me about your another brother".

He looked at her and said with calm tone "We don't talk about him".

She narrowed her eyes "But you tell me about him?"

"Yep" he didn't know why he told her about his brother. He made the rule that no one talk about him but he was the one who broke his own rule. But after telling her about Lu Han, he felt good. Maybe he missed his little brother and just want to talk about him with someone. He didn't talk about it with Nixxi. She felt emotional and cry if he talk about his late brother and he didn't like when his sister cry. And he was a Vampire King and a King never show his weakness in front of other vampires.

She was surprised to see him talk about his family. He didn't want her with Nixxi and now he tell about his brother?

"I don't meet him yet. No one said about him in the office too"

"I don't like when other people talk about my family"

"But you tell me about him"

He looked at her and nodded "I think I do"

She looked away and asked "Where is he? I didn't see him yet or heard about him. Is he in the foreign country?"

She knew lots of humans went to foreign countries for studies or business. Though she never heard any werewolf went to another country. Well, at lest no one from her pack. They were more interested to know about their wolf power than do more study.

"Does he go to another country for study?"

He shook his head.

She asked again " Does he go to another country for business?"

He took a deep breath "No, He was not in another country".

She narrowed her eyes "So he is in China? I don't meet him yet but if he is in China, I'll meet him".

He smile sadly "I wish he is with me. But he isn't".

She narrowed her eyes and he continued "He is not with us anymore".

She didn't understand and asked "So he separates from you guys?"

He looked at her eyes and said "you can say that but he can't come to us if he wants to".

But before Yanmei said anything he continue "Two years ago he and his girlfriend died in car accident".

When he said it he clinched his fist and grit his teeth. It's look like he was going to kill that person who was responsible for his brother's death.

Yanmei felt bad about it. She touched his shoulder and he relaxed. He looked at her and waiting for her pity. Everyone who knew about it, never afraid to show their pity and sympathy. Nixxi always appreciated it but he hated it. He felt helpless. He can't save his brother. He was a Vampire King and he vowed to protect every vampires but he can't even protect his own brother.

He waited for her pity but when he looked at her eyes he can't see any pity or sympathy. He saw understanding.

Yanmei knew no word was enough to consoled someone who lost their love ones. Words can't brought that person from death. She understood because she felt the same when she lost her mother. Her mother was the only person who loved her and after her death Yanmei always prayed for her mother to come back to her but nothing happened. And one day she accept the truth that her mother will not come back. Truth hurt but she didn't have any other option.

A tear dropped from her cheek "I miss my mother and no word is enough for what I lost. "