DARK AND SHADOWS...UPS AND DOWNS

Life...never stops for anyone, whoever you maybe? After death of my father I was literally penniless. I have a family of my own and to feed four persons, including myself. Though I've paved the path of my father as a lawyer but not of sound knowledge like him. At first dad's colleagues and friends shows compassion to me on the death of my father. They even assured me that they would help me in future regarding legal matters. but practically when I went to them for help. most of them turned me down on some pretext or other and some them demand a lumpsum fees from me for their consultancy, some has snatched the clients tactically from me. I know that some of them has owed a lot to my father and some of them has learned practically from my father. But now the scenario has been changed a lot, they are now on the leading roles. To them I'm not the son of their friend or colleague, but only a competitor.

Life here comes to me in a different way. Struggling everyday for a single penny. When the real faces of friends and colleagues of my father unveiled to me then I invited them to open challenge, not practically but with my gesture and behaviour. Then they started to call me unruly, antisocial, illiterate, and many other adjectives. I got a don't care attitude, They even tried their best to humiliate me in front in front of others but every time they were in vain. I know the every instances of their humiliation but I does not bother about them, rather concentrating on my practice and profession and also sharpening my knowledge. For this I am really very very thankful to my dad. He has left a vast library for me. In my leisure time I used to read the books. There is every kind of books apart from legal books. I remembered the famous quote of Abraham Lincoln who said " If you want to be a good lawyer then you should read every kind of books, except legal books" and I does the same. But that does not mean I'd never go through the law books. those all books are my heart and soul and I know their every pages and bookmarks, even I know the very position of that book in my shelf. All that I acquired by hard work of day and night. I'm blessed by Almighty. Every night when I pray to Him I can feel his blessings all around me which gives me the energy to live another beautiful day. My Almighty is my main source of energy and He is the super power. He saves me from every danger, without him I'd be a big zero.

When I look back to my past and remembering those old days I get nostalgic. Those who humiliated me in my early life, I have got many chances to humiliate them. But I was reluctant to take any revenge. I just forgive them because my Almighty told me to do so. Why should I take revenge to them? Once they were proud of their position and doing inhuman behaviour with others but now they loose their position of which they were proud of in past. My Almighty has taught them a good lesson. The Third Law of Newton is also applicable to human life, "Every action has same and equal reaction". Never misuse your position and power, it can take only a single moment to became poor from rich or dead from alive. Time and tide wait for none, whoever you maybe. Your Almighty has always prepared a best or worst plan for you, depends upon how you behave with others. God is watching us and noting our every movements and everyone of us should accountable to Him on the Judgement Day. Almighty would reward or punish us according to our good or bad works and would send us to Heaven or Hell.