JUST A SIGN ~GIVE ME LORD

Few minutes ago when I went home. I took shower and change my clothes. Lay on my bed and trying not to overthink, trying myself to calm and maybe late to go out so they cannot noticed that my eyes are swollen again from crying.

I tried to open the App again and check my post. Some commented that they are good too and doing fine. Including there, is the stranger which same lastnight. Do i need to call him stranger? Or not?.

" Maybe i can check his profile. This stranger is weird.~ i told to myself while checking his profile in that app.

" He looks very friendly? But all of his friend are almost woman , maybe he is a jerk. Do i need to call him Stranger or Jerk?

He posted in his timeline and many had comments if what they call him in there. " Do i need to comment too? He commented on my post maybe i can comment too?~ Im asking myself.

~ Ahjussi.~ I commented. ( Ahjussi means Uncle, because he looks older to me so i am polite , I will call him Ahjussi)

~ He replied "😐😐😑

" Is he mad? I don't know that he will get mad on my comment.. so i replied it again ~ Why? I think i can call you Ahjussi?~ I reacted.

~As your wish but call me Oppa that is better~ he said.

"Why do i need to call him Oppa?Oppa is for couple only .. that is all i know. I didn't reply.

I scrolled some post in newsfeed and some are posting some photos of beautiful places .. which i think i can do too.

Scrolling my phone picture.. " FOUND IT! this photo is taken last 2018 and in the beach. Wearing pink summer outfit while laying on the sand is good.

" TAKE ME BACK TO THIS PLACE~2018 ~ i posted.

I logged out to that app again and try to sneak out to the kitchen. They are all busy watching tv now so i can have my dinner alone . And no one can notice that my eyes are swollen...

While eating my food, my little brother staring at me and loudly said " SHE CRIED AGAIN. HER EYES ARE SWOLLEN".~ Kebe said.

Everyone looked at me like investigating me.. but before they acted or speak some words. .

I feel so shy, when my little brother said that so I hurriedly finished my dinner and go back to my room.

Yeah, It is not easy. Moving forward to someone you love. I locked my door and lay on my bed again. But this time.. I am praying to God.

" Help me Lord. This pain.. I don't want it anymore. If you will give me someone I can love for a lifetime.. Give me on the right time. I dont care what he looks or what he is. Just someone who can make me smile and will never leave me.".

Just 1 sign God, the first man who will make me smile.

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