My lover in ashes

It has been two years now,but it felt like I knew you forever.

Now me without you feels like my earth stopped turning.

Even sometimes your voices plays in my head just like a love song,was 'goodbye a difficult word to say.

How can I ever forget you,you were my first everything.

struggles in my bed as I lie awake and miss you.Everyday now feels like winter as I loved your arms wrapped around me.

Is it a crime to love young,or to put your life in someone's hands

But I forgot you were human to,into whose hands were you able to put yours into.I guess I was selfish.

I remembered my last letter to you dear,uh....I wish you were here,lover.

Akira thought as she wrote in her diary,while sitting in her room .It felt like she could still hear whispers of her lovers last words to her,like it was yesterday and it continued ringing in her mind.

Akira!!Akira!! her mother called from outside,we move in five minutes honey(They were moving out)

Yh ok!! Akira replied her mum as lied on her bed.

Akira thought of what she could bring along with her that would make her continue to remind her of her lover,as she ransacked her bedroom.she wished she could bring the house along with her.

Then her memory suddenly sparked as she remembered that he had once snuck into her bedroom in the night to see her before ,when his parents were arguing and they both slept beside each other on her bed.She could remember her emotional explosion of happiness.

Honey!! Honey!! her mother called out even more,that's 15 minutes already,her mother continued.

Sorry mum she sounded as she was about to open the door.

Her mother watched as she barely fit her bed through the door way.

wait honey ,honey what are you carrying,her mother smiled as she asked confusely.

My bed!!,Akira replied

I really love.....,I mean 'like' this bed and I would like to take it along with me

Honey!! her mother said in a low tone as she stared at her daughter with concern.

i am okay mum,but please let me take the bed,Akira raised her head slightly as she tried to fake a smile.

uh... is she getting crazy,is this about the boy again,I actually thought they were good friends,well it is obvious they were more than that,but now the boy is gone so,her mother thought as she stared sternly at her daughter.

You know this is our house right, we can come back here and even you don't want this old thing her mother smiled as she pointed to the bed,you will have a better bed there for "queens" I tell you, everything has been set for us there, aren't you excited honey,her mother continued as she tried to convince her,but she saw how she held the bed so dearly ,even still struggling to keep it standing.it was obvious at that time that her daughter wasn't kidding .

uh.....,tell them to help you load it in the truck,her mother said as she pointed to the people helping them to pack their things and Akira did as she said .

Finally,they were all in the truck and it started to move.

I love ... ,I love you,and I mean it.

as the truck passed by any boy.i really wanted one of them.

Now we are moving to a new city,I swear I'll never forget you.pls continue to invade my mind as thinking of you I don't feel so alone.As many times as I blink on this trip,i promise to think of you tonight.Do not forget me lover.

she continued writing as she thought in her diary.

Tears started to drop from her eyes as she cried silently.

she had made so many memories with him there and she was really sad she had to leave.

Her father was so happy to see them as he waited excitedly at the door of the house for them.They came down from the truck and her father quickly hugged her,but she didn't feel as happy to finally again ,move in with her father.

Her father pecked his wife and asked if Akira if anything was wrong,but she nodded negatively.

pls unload their things her father said to the people that he had called already.

I have some many things for you akira!!,you can even choose your own room, let's settle the unloading first her father said trying to sound excited as they entered the house.

All of the luggages were finally brought into the house and the truck had left. They all sat in the expensively furnished living room

Akira,her father laughed as he saw her bed resting on the wall.

You didn't need to have brought your bed,I have ordered a new better one for you,he continued.

i am sorry,Akira said as she bowed briefly,but you shouldn't have ,I love this one Akira continued as tears rolled down her eyes

Akira my love,are you crying her father tried to comfort her.

she quickly grabbed unto her small sized bed as she tried to hurry up the stairs,but the bed was a little heavy though.Her parents continued to stared at their beautiful teenager as she awkwardly continued up the stairs.Bit by bit she carried her bed into her room upstairs and laid it down(she knew her room ,as it was normally sized).

I told you I'll never forget you lover she stared briefly and lied on the bed trying to hold it closer to her firmly.

Place;Tokyo

Time;noon

welcome to Tokyo,a loud voice came from outside a small room to a young man in Black suit.

Isn't this place beatiful,the weather seem to be nice today,the voice continued.