chapter 1 (I lost everything)

there's a small light that peeking in my bedroom it's hit my face and wakes me up, I stood up and open the curtain and now I feel the heat of morning sunlight it's warm but at the same time it's nice I love the feeling of the sunlight touching my face and skin after a while someone knocked on my door,

".good morning prince charles the breakfast is ready king albritch and queen camilla is already start eating together with princess amber,"

after telling that the maid excuse herself and close the door, I'll walk in front of the mirror and look at my reflection gray hair blue eyes fair skin with my pajama I'm not that muscular but either not a tin can I can say that my body is just nice and I know that I am indeed a handsome guy, after staring for a minutes I changed my clothes with the help of my personal maid,I changed into my normal outfit a leather boots,black fitted pants, white long sleeve and a blazer with the symbol of our kingdom I am the first prince of our Kingdom which is the kingdom of enderlaid, after a minutes of preparation I head to the dining area which is where my parents and little sister is almost done eating, I stood in front of the designated sit for me and the guard pull the chair for me to sit.

"good morning father, I greet my father with a smile.

that's king albritch for you and don't ruined our morning stop talking and eat,your sister is about to perform in front of other novels now so we have to go early."

"really wow amber your so amazing and talented, king albritch can I go with you I want to see amber sing and play,"

" stop day dreaming charles if you come with us your only gonna bring disgrace to our adorable amber you should know it," king albritch in his serious tone.

"I'm sorry dad I understand." then I smile even while holding my tears they always like this they never treat me as their son all the praise and love they give it to amber all the attention and warm amber received it without a failed and about me all they can see is what wrong and mistakes I did,even the misfortune of our kingdom and other stuff they blame me without hesitation they never let me sit by their side or even hug them if I try they only gonna push me and look for amber, I never gonna get use to this treatment all I want is to feel that they loved me too as much as they did to amber.

when I'm about to eat they stood up and left without saying anything, I can't hold on to my tears so I eat while my tears are running down to my cheeks the guards and maid looks worried and they look me with sympathy I even see one of our guards cry but dare not to show me I only notice in when I look side ways, after eating I head towards the balcony well it's my morning routine I'm always reading my books there with my personal maid and the chefs always make some snacks for me but when I'm almost there I see that a red curtain is blocking the way and I wonder why because they never put some red curtain in the balcony.

".I slowly lift the curtain and out of a sudden tears came out from my eyes again.,"

"surprised young master charles happy 19th birthday."

the maids and chefs even the guards who's close to me is here all of them then I burst into tears and run towards the head maid and hug her to think than they will remember my birthday which is even my parents and me to all the people forgot they still manage to throw a surprise for me they are always and the only one who cares about me, I can't help it but to cry.

'" Young master charles here's our gift, we we don't know what you would like as a present so we decided to give you our salary for this months even our family agreed to this we hope they with this little money,we can make you happy," and the head maid give me a pouch of money even the one with the highest ranking in our kingdom or even the one who's responsible for our budget never gives me money to buy what I wanted they only giving me what is just I need as my father order.

".you guys don't have any reason or obligation to do this since we are not related in blood and yet you did all of this for me , I don't have anything to repay you guys but thank you very much I supposed to be happy because of this but somehow I do feel like there's still part of me that is missing."

the head maid hug me and all of them cry too she said that what I feel is normal and she knows what is missing but she dare not to tell me,she only said that what ever happened they will be there for me, but it's still a big puzzle for me to find what is missing it' just this is not about the food or gift but I can't figure it out about what is the thing that I'm looking for?

'so,' young master charles what do you plan to buy?? do you have any idea we can go outside and come with you since the whole family is not in here now, the head maid smile at me . by that I feel so warm I feel that some of the missing pieces of me Is filled with her warm.

"I don't have any idea now can we just look and let's see what thing it is????...

"sure" and she smile

after we ate me the head maid jane and two of the guards come with me,hours. already pass and yet we still can't find anything, we are in the kingdoms city where we can buy lots of stuff it's crowded here and the smells of lady's scents and the products here are mixing it's hot in here but a cat suddenly jump from out of nowhere and I guess I like a pet so I follow it but I forgot about the head maid and get sperated with them since I can't see them I just follow the cat that I want untill I aw it enter a shop the so I decided to enter too after entering even though it's morning and bright outside it is so dark inside the shop I'll walk a little to look for the cat, but after a little walk the ligth suddenly turn on and I was been shock the shop was turn into a slave shop in an instant and a guy appear at my back,

",hello Mr prince " how can I help you today???

the creepy guy ask me,

"ahm I'm looking for a cat is the cat for sale???

"I'm sorry to disappoint you but the cat is my pet and I don't selling it,but I have a rather and yet better proposal to you, you see here I have a lots of slave and a slave is better than a cat I mean you can do all sort of things to them, "you know what I'm talking about I have young girls or even older girls if you like hehehe,...

"no...no. ...n....no I don't like one

but before I open the door I hears someone cry when I look for where the noise came from I saw a handsome guy with golden hair and gray eyes he's staring at me I can't read his mind but for some reason I know that he's asking for my help.

"young master charles.....young master...

oh sorry but I hear my maid is calling I should go.

and I turn my back and run to look for head maid.

"young master there's a problem we have to head back as fast as we can we received an information that your father king albritch is in rage and there's a problem with princess amber." he is looking for you .

"'oh no what happened we have to hurry",

we head towards the carriage that we bring as fast as we can and after a few minutes we arrive at the castle,

I open the door and stood in front of my father I bow and kneel in front of king albritch,

", father I hear you order to see me why so sudden?" how is amber performance I know it's always stunning and, before I even finish my sentence my father speak in angry tune.

"stop are you mocking me I know you put something on ambers food so thatshe can't do her performance.

""but father I ...I...

",stop I don't need your excuses I will punish you .

"no"

"the head maid run and kneel you don't have to punish the young lord, please king albritch"

" who do you think you are ordering me around your not even in position to speak your just a mere servant.

"don't punish the young lord please I am the one who put something in princess amber's food,"

I was shock when she said it she never harm me and she's sweet as always I know she never gonna do something like that, I start crying again without noticing it.

"but why did you do such a thing why ????I can't help it but to ask why she did

," I guess If I did this they will notice you that if I poisoned her food they will give you their love and attention that if I did this you will be finally become happy Im really sorry young lord,

I cried a lot and after hearing it I look at my father to ask for forgiveness but what I said is not my father it was not a human .

", you dare to poison my princess just for this man execute her infront of the city,"

the king loudly shout it with anger

" no please father no ,"I cry and begged for him to let her go

",and you I know from the start that your nothing but a bad disaster that your only gonna bring misfortune in this family I now proclaim that I don't have a son that prince charles is now no longer exist your no longer my child, guards trow the former prince outside the castle I never want to see your face again traitor"

the guards grab my hands immediately and tied me up and cover my face with a towel and in an instant I felt dizzy and feel asleep when I woke up we are already in the capital and there infront of crowds there is the head maid being held by two muscular guard and after the guards statement they cut her head infront of me I burst in anger and cry that's all I can do i can't even help the one who cares about me and yet I'm still alive I don't even have a chance to fight back for her and her freedom all I did was cry and cry the only thing that I'm capable is to watch the execution in the small window of the carriage, after the announcement about the me being kicked out in my position as a prince, I felt so weak and maybe because of what I feel now is too heavy that the only person that gives me her warm smile is now no longer alive and the reason is me I kept crying on the carriage forcing myself the way out to just hug her and say goodbye for the last time to tell her how much I love her and see her as my mother.