chapter 2 (mother's love)

" we are now preparing for a surprise party for young lord charles me the other maids and some of the guards decided to make it a surprise because I treat him as my own son I know it's rude because I'm just a maid but I don't want to see him cry he's a little childish even though he's already 19 years old even his own family never saw how gentle he is how fragile his feeling even they are his family no one puts attention to him,it makes me feel better to see him smile and enjoy his life but he never does because of his situation, all he did is cry and show a fake smile he need someone to take care of him since the family pay less attention to him they even forgot that today is young master's birthday and now he's 19 the only good that they can see is princess amber but she treats anyone of maids like a trash she maybe pretty and talented but she will never rule this kingdom better than anyone she always mad at us and throwing all kind of punishment while in the other hands prince charles always asking us to eat with him to join him and to do lot's of things ,he's always a pure hearted.

we can't find any good stuff to give him as a present so we gather all our payment for this month just to give it to him so he can buy useful stuff for him.

"after the breakfast young master is heading here as always to read books so that we have to hide.

when the red curtain that blocking the balcony have been lifted,...

"'surprised...!! happy birthday young master,today is your 19th birthday he ones again cry,

" he cry not just because he's happy but also he's sad because I know that he of all people is looking for love and attention of his own family knowing that I just hug him .

"I'm always here for you young master,"

then we go to the capital to buy him some useful stuff,after a minute of walking we have been separated because of the crowd and while looking for young master a guard from the castle suddenly appear and tell us to head home,

",head maid are you with young lord??

" yes but we got sperate.

" I see you have to head back now the king is in a bad mood and he's mad someone poison the princess,.

in fact that I already know it I look for young master to go home, because I am the one who put the poison I guess maybe if the princess died they will finally notice prince charles, when we got reunited with prince charles we walk fast to the carriage and head to the castle, I as a head maid stand aside together with the others but prince charles bow and kneel infront of the king I mean bow is enough since it's the king infront of him but to kneel knowing that he's a prince this is too much,.

young lord start speaking but before finishing his sentence the king immediately stop him,

"stop are you mocking me I know you put something on ambers food so thatshe can't do her performance.

""but father I ...I...

",stop I don't need your excuses I will punish you .

when I heard it it's just went wrong why did the king have to blame him even he doesn't do anything, knowing that I'm gonna die I step infront blocking the sight of the king to young lord,.

",no"

" who do you think you are ordering me around your not even in position to speak your just a mere servant.

"don't punish the young lord please I am the one who put something in princess amber's food,"

I don't know why but I don't want the young lord suffer more that he did right now he's like a son for me it's better to die for him I know that I'm gonna die but I can't help it.

" but why did you do such a thing why ????Ithe young lord ask me

," I guess If I did this they will notice you that if I poisoned her food they will give you their love and attention that if I did this you will be finally become happy Im really sorry young lord,

after saying those words young lord cry he's crying like a baby now, the tears from my eyes begin to fall, I'm sorry young lord but when I'm gone you should learn to hold your feeling,I'm not ready to leave you now but I guess I don't have a choice I can't leave a cry baby like you if only I could make a good decision this is not gonna happen,

", you dare to poison my princess just for this man execute her infront of the city,"

the king loudly shout it with anger

" no please father no ,"prince charles cried loudly and shout,

",and you I know from the start that your nothing but a bad disaster that your only gonna bring misfortune in this family I now proclaim that I don't have a son that prince charles is now no longer exist your no longer my child, guards trow the former prince outside the castle I never want to see your face again traitor"

"after hearing it I felt so sorry that now he's gonna suffer more than before just because of my mistakes,the guards immediately grab us and use a towel to make us fainted when I woke up I'm already infront of the citizens and there's two man at my back I am chained up and kneeling down the guy from my left is sharpening the axe knowing that this is my last day I tried to look on the others and I see a carriage inside is prince charles he's still crying and looking at me he tried to escape but he's too weak, then I smile at him a smile that saying I'm okay just forgive me for my mistakes and action, I want to see him grow up as a fine man I want to witness him to be the next king but now I guess he's not gonna be one because of my selfishness and action he's not gonna grow as a king so this is better for me to be executed this is nothing prince charles please forgive me.then suddenly the work has fall and roll, no it's not the world it's just my head,