What are emotions exactly? are our thoughts. My mind was whirling with them. Rocky fucking kissed me. On my head not on my lip but it still counts right it wasn't a friendly kiss for sure. I was walking on the college aimlessly not sure what to do or say. I know Leila and Rocky are over. Mostly on his part but it was another, red flag. He might want something from me; it wasn't friendship. He might be craving for something else as if I was prepared to give it to him. Then what will be of our future will I still marry his father and then what? I will be fucking father and son. I quickly moved away from that thought. This was my life not a fucking porno.