Whenever you try to hide something, have you ever noticed that whatever others might say you automatically connect it to your secret. Raja was my secret here obviously. When Rocky called Raja I immediately froze but he was only calling the new servant. I knew it was going to last long like the last drop of wine. You try to savour it but it will be over. Like your favourite moment in a tv show blink and miss, it will be gone. I want it to last. My love for him was the only thing that remained with me every other thing I have left in my childhood home. People could hardly tell I was the same girl now my eyes devoid of mischief my voice no longer chirpy. I'm sure my sister won't recognise me anymore. If she was alive somewhere in the world. She might be happy I still didn't know how she could, a dainty little woman, make such a big decision for herself. I hope she is happy with it.