I finished my class work early because I wanted to remain tension free when I was with Raja. I have no idea about today's plans. I have told him that I would like to go out with him tonight. He was a little angry every time I said we couldn't be seen. I get his frustration, but I hardly can do anything. My life is entirely in their hands. I'm only seventeen and my birthday is still months away.
I couldn't make any decisions about my life till that day. I wanted a safe place for now. It doesn't matter that I haven't finished my degree but I could work somewhere at least part-time. I'm on scholarship anyways so only a place to stay is required for me. I only wished Raja understood me a little. But I haven't been completely honest with him to be fair, so how could I expect it?