The ride

I hugged him so tight. I could feel his ripped body beneath my hands. I was hanging on to him as my life depended on him. He gave me a reason to survive. If I'm alive it was because of him. I was sure about Raja. If I ever get married to him I don't want to live in regrets. I was not going to the bed with Ravi as a virgin. I would die before I'm used and discarded by Ravi. I will take one night with Raja then many sleepless nights with Ravi.

"Are you cold?", he asked me.

" No, why?", I asked him.

"You are holding me very tight", he said.

" I'm sorry. I didn't know", I said loosening my hands from him. But not all the way. It was a lie but I couldn't accept that before him. I still held him but not as tight as before.

He went as fast as possible on the roads. He purposefully went to the gutter to make me ram to him each time. I held a smile. I wanted to call him out on it but decided against it. I was having a good time too. Correction the best time of my life.