Euphoria

We watch a random movie on YouTube. It was funny and old. I laugh whenever the people inside crack some jokes. Raja doesn't he just hold me tight. He even stopped pretending to watch the movie and instead is looking at me. I smiled at him softly. He looked at me in the eyes and I sighs. He looks away after some time. The moment is gone. I turned my attention back to the movie. Suddenly it is not funny anymore. I was distracted. I wanted to know why Raja was not kissing me. I try to watch the movie again and even force some laughs.

After a while, he moves away and I look at him confused. He runs his hands through his hair. His body emulates tension. Is he asking me to go home? I panicked in my mind.

"Are you hungry?", he asked.

I shook my head I'm negative. I wasn't hungry. My stomach still had butterflies that were flying around my belly. I wanted to spend the precious little time I had with him. Food is the last thing on my mind.