RUTH WALKER:
I feel so helpless!
SO VERY HELPLESS!!
He is controlling me again and like his slave I was doing everything on his call. If I dared to try anything funny, I know he would either...
Throw me out of a moving plane without a parachute on me,
Or whip me with a leather belt with broken glass shards on it,
Or he would just lock me up with hungry dogs inside a cage so they could scratch an bite me all they want.
The list doesn't end here.
He has done all these things in the past to me and can do way worse.
And because I can imagine the consequences of going against him, I do as he says, try to please him with whatever I have to offer.
He is not interested in my body, but that is the only thing why I am here with him.
What does he want from me, I don't know!
I tried ignoring him, it didn't work.
I tried rebelling him, it hurt me more.
I tried making peace with him, it didn't last long and when...
I tried submission, it resulted in the ending of all my stable bones in my body.
Those painful screams, those helpless moans, those tortures, those pools of blood and death I was lying in with him all those time I was in... It all comes back as soon as I see his face.
I can't even imagine not obeying him.
"Hands where I want them!"
He commanded and I spread both my hands far away, so he could hit inside my mouth more brutally.
"Mmhh!!"
"Mmmhh!!"
"Mmmhhhh!!"
I screamed louder than before every time his abdomen hit deeper than before hurting my jaw, breaking my throat.
I won't be able to talk for days after this assault.
Finally I felt him hardening up as it was getting hard for me to fit his cock trapped between my lips.
I tried swaying my hands to try my breakfree but,
"Try that and it's a score, amore!"
And him saying that was enough for me to stop with my hand and twist them back to fist onto the sheets instead, taking in his every deep thrust.
"......"
I heard him breathing loudly, the kind of loud husky breath he takes instead of moaning every time he orgasms.
He hit his climax and I finally let go of clenching the sheets into my fists as he stopped with the thrusts inside my mouth now.
"Take control!"
He commanded like my master and me being his esclava, collected myself to sit up straight and hold his dick in my mouth and slurp on it until I gulp every ounce of his cum.
I'm not allowed to waste even a drop of it or it's each drop would mean a day for me to be spent inside his chambers of horrors.
He has this cellular space in his mansion's basement where he keeps limbless cannibal men, women and children whose organs are cut by themselves and are fed upon.
To put it into simple words, the people in there cuts and eats themselves raw until they die, even the children.
Every minute spent inside that place is a nightmare to me. Those starved cannibal people use to look at you as if you're a meal.. An actual, real meal.
I was once almost eaten by a cannibal kid there.
.
.
"Ahh, *hiss*"
I was pulled out of my nightmares with Eric's fingertip touching the bloody artwork created on all of my body, heavily at my collarbone.
.
.
"You smell so nasty here!"
Nick had smirked before chewing on my flesh, which in his dark world, he called 'hickeys' !
.
.
"Who Did This To You?"
He asked carefully tracing those nasty love bites all over me, with blood seeping through each and every bite down my chest and back.
It felt like I was attacked and have been feasted upon by a human who is even worse than an animal.
"N-no-one"
I stuttered.
Who was I trying to protect, I don't know. But I said it anyway. Answer him or not, it was always be me getting punished.
And very soon my cheek met with a very tight slap. He broke my jaw. A pair of molars hit the floor. I lost two of my tooth with all the blood seeping inside my mouth.
I looked at my pair of molars lying on the floor crying and he grabbed my jaw hard.
"Wanna tell me the name now, or do you want to loose some more of those enamels engraved in your jaw?"
He thundered looking straight into my eyes and my heart pumped so fiercely that I thought that those muscles would burst inside my chest this moment!
"N-Nick!"
I stuttered a reply and he pulled onto my hairs hard,
"Why can't you give me the answer I want in a single voice, Ruth?!"
Please don't call me by my name rey! It only shakes my virtue to imagine the worst coming for me.
He gnashes his teeth once glaring straight down into my eyes, I don't know trying to find what?!
And after, he jerked me backwards so hard that my head collided with the bed-post, making a stream of blood flowing down my head.
"You do know you need to be punished for everything you did back then and now, don't you?"
He said stepping away from me.
"....."
Silence, is all I gave him.
I didn't say anything because I can no more count the things I did crossing his every rule years ago anymore.
"Can you count them on your fingers, amore?" He turned from his side and gave me a death glare.
"..." I only sob with my head hung down. He is going to kill me, again and again...
I don't fear death but I'm crying because he will kill me sure but would never actually kill me!
His brother made his wife crippled, infertile. And he is the same as his brother.
The only difference is, Mia survived because she was his wife, but I...?
I-I'm just his whore!
It took me a lot of courage to try lifting up my eyes at him and when I did, I only caught him rolling up his sleeves, loosening up his tie looking at me like a lion watches it's prey.
Putting the tie away, he creeped closer to my head and fanned his breath through me,
Oh so warm like volcanoes.. his breath was, filled with pure hatred. The extremity of the hatred even Satan didn't hold for God!
"If Nick left you those, I gotta match upto that standard and break you along too right?"
He came back from behind my face and smiled closely swinging his eye-balls up and down over my fallen face,
"After all... You're afraid of ME the most!"
His lips curled up into the scariest smirk that I have ever seen on him.
"I-I'm s-sorry... mi dueño. Esta esclava pide perdón!"
I spoke the only full sentence I knew in Spanish.
Watching his woman speaking his language calms his nerves down. I know him that that much and so, I only learnt this sentence.
It meant, this slave begs your pardon!"
And as expected, he did get a little softer and stared back into my tear soaked eyes locked in that one moment.
He let out a frustrated sigh and squat down before me.
"Damn you, La cuidadora de esos hermosos ojos marrones."
Pulling out his tie with his one hand he wiped away my falling tears with the other and cursed filled with hatred.
"You're going blindfolded tonight!"
He said shutting my eyes off with his tie wrapped around my eyes completely blinding me.
~~~
I was continuously feeling the flow of blood from between my legs and at the back of my head.
The sheets were all soaking wet under my body with the way I was vigorously loosing all of my blood but Eric.. It felt like he couldn't even see that I was bleeding so much.
"Er-i-c please.. Please leave me!"
I said and he ignored, ramming inside my ass crazily for the eighth time now.
"Please... Er-i-c, I can't. I'm breaking"
I begged.
But nothing.
Like a robot he was fucking me all expressionless
I wasn't fighting,
I wasn't struggling,
I was stacked up right in my place where he wanted me standing stable for him to let him please himself as he liked.
It didn't look like rape from afar but he was raping my hopes, my dreams, my thoughts, my speech... Everything, down to my very soul.
Hot tears scrolled down my cheeks as I felt the soaking wet with blood sheets under my body and begged him with all of myself,
"Please, Er-i-c, Please stop! Why do you hate me so much?"
I bit my lips hard and screamed at him breaking loose of my composure.
"WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU FOR YOU TO HATE ME SO MUCH?!"
He didn't answer me, just smacked my cheek as hard as he could and my face flung back into the pillow.
"Score 17 tonight, amore!"
My score was seventeen. I broke seventeen fucking rules tonight. I don't know if he was going to punish me for all seventeen of them, but if it's so, I don't wanna be alive to face them anymore.
"Kill me Rey! The mistress wants to end her life now!"
I cried slowly...
"Aaaaaaahhhh""
I screamed harder as he scooped out his dick from my anus, alongwith some flesh coming out of my anal hole.
"Now look at that anal bud, amore! Sweet, isn't it?"
He chuckled monstrously tilting his head to his right and then yet again pressed his cock into my anal bud, making me scream to the point of infinity.
With his every thrust I came hard, and hard, screaming loudly with my multiple orgasms, one after the other, again and again.
"That's How I Fuck."
He grunt putting four of his fingers inside my mouth making my jaw open, the sheets wet with my drooling saliva as he let me finish through my series of orgasms, filling me with indescribable amount of painful pleasure.. the kind of pleasure surging through my veins along with the hard fucking pain with his tenth hit inside me.
"...HARD!"
He finished and came off at my buttock curves as I lie there drooling and panting, harder than I ever have.
Even with my broken inside, even with hurting and bleeding me to death, he somehow managed to get me drooling my soul off to the devilish himself.
I took a deep breath thinking, maybe now it was over but... It wasn't!
He suddenly came hovering over my body, removing all my hairs from my back and whispered deeply into my neck.
"Ready for the last battle, amore? Let's see to what score until you pass out!"
I had my eyes grown big as he quickly flipped me over on my back and swaying both my legs in air, enter inside my pussy.
"Ughhh!"
I grunt and he chuckled counting,
"Eighteen!"
"Please, Eric. I'm tired! Leave me!" I mumbled mostly talking to myself.
Ofcourse, I was talking to myself, because he never replies unless he wants to.
With him, It always felt like I was talking to a rock.
And so, knowing that I can't live through this anymore, I closed my eyes for I don't know to what count now as the tears ran down my cheeks, me slipping into the darkness before I mumbled my last very sentence.
"Please don't let my baby die!"
"NINETEEN!! And she dies before making it twenty!"