ERICKSON ROERIG:
"FUCK!!"
I took a long breath and got over from above her body as she remained there stable, not moving, like dead.
I HATE HER!
I so bloody hate how she still looks so beautiful even with nothing beautiful remaining on her body!
I hate how she could make me do things I don't want to!
I hate how all these men, even my brothers are crazy about her.
And I bloody hate how I cannot help any of the above things.
Years ago when she ran away I thought finally I could get rid of her thoughts inside my head but damn! I wish that could be possible!
It wasn't hard for me to find her, I own this world to let her get away from my claws, but I was waiting.. Waiting for her thoughts to stop affecting me.
It did too, I could finally let go of her thoughts, but then my country men from Hawaii called me seventy days before her 25th birthday telling me that they saw Ruth.
And in that one moment, I realised that I wanted her back!
And that brings us to this day.
I decided to share her.
Why?!
Because I want to get rid of her.
I want to train my brain to see her as a whore to men in my house, so I could hate her more, I could disgust myself more and in turn help myself getting rid of her turning into my fucking desire.
I am the heir to the Roerig throne. I have to run the high table. I cannot have a fucking weakness!
I didn't have a weakness before.
But then, I met her and got myself fucked!
Yes, I torture her. I almost kill her everyday and then bring her back to life to kill her again!
Why?!
I don't know!
Whenever I see her being so desirable to
me, It makes me sick!
It makes me sick that somehow, she has grown up to become my weakness.
Nothing and no-one has ever made me
scared but she...? She makes me worry
about her! I can't believe this, but if
someday someone tries to harm her in
order to get back at me...
He will be able to do so!
Because, She is my only fucking
WEAKNESS!
And I hate this so much.
I looked at the time, it was three in the afternoon. She was bleeding out. I knew this would happen.
Bleeding her out doesn't affect me. Almost all the blood flowing inside her veins are mine.
Yeah, we share the same blood group. She and I, we both are O -ve. The rare ones. We can donate to everybody but recieve only from each other.
Yes, I like to own her. To the point that even the blood flowing into her veins are all MINE!
Wiping away my sweat using my fingers I gave her body one last look before heading to get a good relaxing shower.
.
.
I closed my eyes taking a deep breath, making myself extremely comfortable inside the tub with all the soap and the water making me feel good.
But then, I closed my eyes and saw Ruth's baby bump
"Dammit!"
She got herself pregnant and that bump over her belly is really annoying! I can't wait until it's born, neither can I wait the procedures of getting her aborted!
I just want that annoying shit on her belly gone, right the FUCK now!
I got out of the tub wrapping the towel around my waist and saw her flinching and wincing in pain.
A woman, looking like a ripped meat with her flesh leaving her body from all the places beautiful on her body, her breasts, her stomach, her inner thighs.
A woman like that, covered in blood all over should look disturbing and disgusting but fuck, why can't she ever look disgusting to me?!
"I will protect you with everything baby!" She mumbled to herself extremely weakly, talking to that annoying shit over her tummy.
"You're gonna be the end of me one day amore!"
I mumbled getting back to bed near her calling someone to bring the supper.