Love Or Lust

RUTH WALKER:

"How are you feeling now Miss Walker?"

Dr. Scherzinger asked me cupping my

hands settling down near me on my bed.

"Don't you already know how I feel Uncle Henery!"

I said, my tears wetting the pillows from

both it's side.

"I... I've no words of condolences to give you Ruth, I'm really sorry about that child."

"He... He fed him to..to Rodger!"

I cried, and cried some more

"He killed... Killed my whole family.. My husband, my daughter... My...."

And I could no longer feel my voice anymore breaking boundaries of every cough and tears in my chest.

"Hey, Hey... Ruth, Calm down, shh...!!"

Uncle held my hands to try to make me stop crying and I just hugged him tightly

"Why did you save me?! You could have just closed the door and never touched me to treat. You Could Have Just Let Me Die!! Why? WHY DID YOU SAVE ME

UNCLE?!"

He had no words to answer my questions.

Nobody had any words to answer me!

I just remained in Dr. Scherzinger's arms and kept crying for a few minutes while the nurses stood there aside watching me and taking pity on me.

Just then, Dr. Scherzinger was suddenly snatched backwards away from me and was started to be hit hard and harder by Nick, who just barged inside the room suddenly.

"YOU MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE! How Dare You Touch My Girl?! How The Actual Fuck Did You Even Think That You Could Fucking Touch Her And Hold Her In Your Arms?!"

"Nick! Nick please! Just stop!!"

I started screaming at him to stop but it

was as if, he wasn't listening to me!

"Nick, STOP IT!!"

I pushed over the blanket from my body and faltering I started to go upto Nick to hold him back from hitting Dr. Scherzinger anymore but I couldn't, I was too weak to do that and I fell in midway.

Only for Nick to stop hitting him and catch me from falling, inside his embrace.

"Fuck you, Ruth, Why Do You Have To Get Down From Your Bed?!"

He scooped me up in his arms and walked me back to bed, placing me lightly and covering up my body with a blanket.

He caressed my hairs, staring deeply into my eyes, with the pair of his worried ones and asked, gently caressing my hairs,

"You okay? Did he touch you anyway wrong? I'm gonna break this motherfucker's 206 bones I swear on you, if he dared to do anything to you!"

Nick kept swearing at the doctor glaring at him while Dr. Scherzinger was struggling to get up from the floor with the help of nurses around him, hurt severely with the way how, Nick had thrown him out of my way towards the floor.

I feel bad for uncle Henery!

"I told those two fuckers, to call up a female doctor in order to check upon you. I knew no man could be trusted around you alone... Especially That Doctor!"

"Nick, it's not like what you're thinking, I was the one to hug him."

I mumbled, in a weak voice. Would he hurt me if I say this ignoring the fact that I have just been out of coma?

He can can't he?

"WHAT?!"

Nick glared at me, very irritated with my kind of reply, making me flinch hard.

But before he could try hurting me for this, Eric walked in, thundering with his hoarse voice filling up the room.

"What The Heck Is Going On Here?"

Eric came inside the room there and looked over to the chaos Nick created. Dr. Scherzinger was still on the floor, struggling hard to get up.

"Dr. Scherzinger?" He furrowed his eyebrows looking at that man, "What

happened?"

"He dared to lay his hands on my girl!"

Nick said glaring at me, in his scary freaked voice, full of rage. I gulped, expecting my doom soon as I gained Eric's strong glare at myself too.

"I told you to call a female doctor here, but you don't actually understand, do you?! What if this motherfucking doctor would have inseminated her?!"

Nick's words were so dirty. It made me feel like, he only considered me as a slut, and nothing else, that someone like Uncle Henery would actually...

God!! That only disgusts me more!

"He can't."

Eric said looking over at Dr. Scherzinger as Uncle Henery bowed his head down, clearly scared of him.

"Too much trust would make you loose her Once Again Eric!"

Nick growled turning his heads up at Eric

in anger.

"It's not about "Trust" Nick. He cannot touch her because, He Can't Touch Her!"

Eric said again and Nick growled, "What?!"

"I Have Emasculated Him Before Appointing Him As Ruth's Doctor!"

He said, and walked out of the room, making me shocked to my core.

How could he do this to him?!

Was he serious about cutting off Uncle

Henery's manhood before he... Touches Me To Treat Me?

Just how many people has this man ruined out of his obsession over me?!

~~

Everyone remained silent after Eric's confession.

After a moment of silence, Dr. Scherzinger cleared his throat,

"I... I'll be leaving then. I have some appointments lined up at my hospital."

"..."

I never said anything and he left, leaving

me and Nick alone in the room.

As soon as Dr. Scherzinger left Nick burst into laughter,

"Never knew he was a man without his manhood." He started making fun of Doctor, "Wonder who fucks his wife if not him every night!"

"Not everyone defines love with physical needs." I said bluntly.

And in no time, my cheek was met with a tight slap. "Mmh."

I tried not to scream with my stinging cheek, his palm printed over my face.

Nick grabbed my jaw forcefully and roared into my face, glaring back at me like a thunder,

"If I'm not forgetting something, I heard you hugged that old bastard out of your own fucking will didn't you?!"

"He maybe just a doctor for you, but he has always been like a father to me." I squirmed inside his grip.

"Like a father, doesn't mean he becomes a father, Ruth! Think about Jacob Walker, won't he feel bad about it?!"

He started squeezing my jaw so tightly that I felt like, my jaw would break in any moment.

"Ahm, please..." I begged, but it must be music to his ears.

"Besides, I don't even tolerate any woman touching you without MY consent, he was still a man. Emasculated or not, he still got to see and touch every inch of your skin, didn't he?" He said, climbing over me on the bed, his other hand tracing upwards on my thighs.

I just gulped for what was coming next. I couldn't imagine. He was sick.

Sick As Fuck.

"S...so?" I stuttered my tear drenched eyes met with his filled with lust, "W.. What do you want from me?"

Nick smirked, "How about you just let me have a look over your body as well?"

"I... I'm not-"

I started going backwards. I was just out of a coma! Was he serious about doing those sick and filthy stuff with me again?!

Nick climbed up the bed towards me, his hands hovered around my clothes, trying to get them off of me,

"Everything about you drives me crazy in an absolutely amazing way!"

"N... Nick, please.. I beg you.. Please just spare me!" I said hugging myself pushed to the extreme corner of the bed now with all of him hovering over me.

"I don't know... Ruth, That's impossible. Everytime I look at you being so helpless like a rabbit in front of me, I can't help but get horny."

He extended out his knuckles to touch my cheeks after he unbuttoned a few top buttons of my patient gown that I was wearing, revealing my breasts to him.

"Besides, it's been three months, Three fucking months and I haven't fucked a single whore out there."

I was gone for six months. He definitely fucked someone in the initial three months, why couldn't he go back to her then?!

"I'm not a whore Nick!"

I said crying and sobbing helplessly, hugging myself tight, trying to struggle with his hands touching me at all the wrong places.

He was enjoying doing this to me.

Watching me all pathetic trying to push his hands off of myself like a little toddler, all defenceless, powerless, helpless. He was enjoying it very much.

Nick grabbed both my arms in each of his hands tight and pulled me closer to himself,

"Yes, you are, You're My Whore."

Nick, scoffed watching me cry, my tears turned him on, he gave a little squeeze to my breast and started to suck my nipples,

"Whores are never pure. Are you pure huh? Slut?? How many men have filled into your fucking cunt just tell me that?"

Nick went on and started to chew on my breasts, his other hand trailing down towards my thighs.

I tried struggling, but I had no energy on me to struggle against the muscular him lying on the bed like this.

"Me"

"Mike"

"Eric"

"Chris"

"Alan"

"Brian"

"Those men in the basement!"

"I could go on an and on.. the list would never end, you fucking cum dumpster!"

He said and started choking me in anger.

I started throwing my legs, my hands immediately went to his hand gripping my throat, as I tried hard to get it off me, but he kept applying the hell's force to try and kill me.

Just about I was dying, he left my throat and I gasped loudly for oxygen.

He chuckled and then went back to lick, suck and chew on my nipples.

"Ahhh!" I gave him a moan.

An Unwanted Moan!

"Please Nick no! Stop it! I just got out of coma, I can't do this!" I begged him.

My beg fell only into deaf ears.

"NICK, GET OFF OF ME!!"

I screamed a little louder and he got enraged soon to the point of him, ripping my clothes off of my body whole.

My struggling didn't work, at all.

He ripped all of my clothes down to my

panties so mercilessly that I was already

crying in pain and humiliation.

"Why Nick?! You can get any woman you want! There are so many women out there who would willingly throw themselves on you, Why me?" I sobbed a little louder,

"Why ONLY me?!"

He sooner pressed his both knees over my thighs, holding them in place, as my both hands were now pinned by his down to each of my sides.

"I don't care if the world is composed of billions of people. I WANT "YOU"!! "ONLY YOU" End Of The Story!"

He replied to my question.

~~

"No! NO! Please Nick, leave me!!!"

I screamed as his lips left mine and went down to my collarbones, sucking and chewing on my breast's flesh there

He bit hard and sucked over with his soothing tongue over my nipples while I kept crying under him,

"Ahh... Nick... Please..!*

I sob hard with the pain of how my little body was entrapped under his heavy one.

"Please... STOP!"

He suddenly swayed his head back at me and glared at me with lust filled eyes.

"Stop Squirming Like That Or I'm Actually Going To Fuck You RIGHT NOW!"

And I immediately flinched with his threat, there are countless stitches inside my vagina. I cannot take a cock in there, it would rip open my every fold!

Nick smirked, as soon as I behaved his way,

"Good girl!"

And he slowly went down trailing his lips and tongue to every part of my body, down to being between my legs and swaying my both legs in air, he started playing with my pussy using his tongue all over it.

"Ahh... N-Nick... Mmhh.!!"

I was in deep shit of pain down there but anyhow, the way he was sucking and kissing me over, using his tongue to fuck me there, felt good, turning me on.

The deep pain I was in, his wet and soft tongue was soothing it out for me.

"Mmmh..."

I clenched onto the sheets in both my fist and completely shuddered, submitting my pussy to his mouth to play with.

He did not waste my submission too.

With his light hands he kept massaging

onto my clit gently while his mouth

devoured me.

I was soon reaching the point of my release.

"Ahhh... Nick.. I'm.. Ahh..."

I started to moan. LOUDLY!

"Yeah... Ruth, cum for me doll, release yourself, cum to my tongue."

Since my uterus was all over damaged it hurts like hell when I was about to release myself.

I started shuddering with an extreme pain. It felt like the veins inside my vagina were all popping open as I screamed the loudest in excruciating pain when I reached my orgasm, clenching my fist tightly over his hairs.

"Aaahhhhh.... Nick....Nick!"

I started screaming in pain and he knew it was pain, pain and only pain.

"Ruth, what's wrong doll?"

He brought his face immediately over mine and started to rub my cheek gently, acting worried about me now.

He looked at me all confused but I was at the verge of cumming and soon I released blood all over him.

Not my cum, it was my blood.

"Fuck!" He got back down there and saw the blood oozing out of my pussy, "What the hell?!"

He got up irritated.

Soon Mike entered the room in a hurry as soon as he heard my painful scream and watched me naked on the end of the bed, my legs both open pointed towards Nick, blood streaming down my vagina.

I was a crying mess and Mike could not take it right there and screamed at Nick all frustrated.

"WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN DOING WITH HER DAMN IT?!"

Nick remained unbothered. He just cleaned his ear ignorantly and said,

"I was just checking if she is sexually fine or not.."

He pointed at the blood seeping down my vagina and made up a disgusted face,

"Turns out she is not.. She is giving out only blood instead of cum!"

He stated like I was a fucking slut and was no longer of use to him and walked out of the door discarding me.

I felt so horrible. It felt like I was being

used. It felt like he dumped me like a trash as I wasn't useful to him anymore.

And so I turned to my sides and started

crying. My blood was still flowing but I

didn't care about it anymore.

Not only are they obsessed with me, but for them, I'm nothing but a toy.

Just a mere "TOY"!!

Mike remained standing there watching me like that crying from afar.

Mike, he was te sweetest of them all.

He was a god in front of them.

He listens to me.

Others walk away, but he stays!

HE ACTUALLY LISTENS!

"Now that I can't be sexually useful to you all, please let me go!'' I cried.

I felt something which couldn't be defined in words, it was a horrible horrible feeling.

"Where would you even go?" Mike took slow steps closer to me and talked to me in his gentle voice.

"You don't have a family anymore on you, neither is anyone you know except us in this entire world is existing right now, where the fuck would you even go

if let you go?" He asked, genuinely wanting to know.

Even I don't know where I would go if now I run away from here.

I'm damaged good, nobody would purchase me now. I can't be refurbished anymore, I've been refurbished a lot of times to be refurbished once more.

And now, I'm just a trash.

A trash that this house owns!

"I don't know. Any place would be better than this hell, you've caged me into!" I said biting my lower lips, sobbing.

Mike walked towards me breathing and squat down before my parted legs grabbing my thighs, adjusting his head between my legs.

"Mh-Mike?!" I was shocked of what he was trying to do, "Wh-what are you doing?!"

"I don't even mind blood until it comes out from you!"

He said and started slurping on my blood leaking pussy, slowly, wetting and softening out my pain there with the sexy movements of his tongue there.

"Mmh... Please..."

I Sob.

HARD

"I love you Ruth!" He said, the length of his tongue trailed slowly upwards to the length of my pussy, licking every drop of blood, oozing out from there,  "Nothing

and nobody, Not even time can change that for me!"

"This is NOT love but lust that you all have for me"

I wanted to shout back, but I was too weak to speak right now, my eyes getting weaker.. And I passed out with extreme loss of blood out of my system.