Sharing: Mike's Turn

MICHEAL ROERIG:

"What did the doctor say? How is she?"

I asked once Ruth was asleep, resting her head on my lap.

A few hours ago, she fell unconscious as she lost too much blood due to that thing Nick did to her.

"She is gonna be fine. We need to stop fucking her for a while."

Eric threw the cotton he was holding to his antecubital area, as he was just out of the room donating his blood for Ruth's body to exchange with.

He has donated like seventeen to eighteen bottles of his blood in these six months for Ruth already!

She has been so critical these days that

she would start loosing heavy amount of

blood all of a sudden.

She has just become well enough to maybe not loose anymore blood but Nick ruined everything for my babygirl!

"If You Really Cannot Control Your Hormones With Her, Better GO OUT AND FUCK A WHORE NICK!"

Eric growled glaring at Nick extremely pissed at him.

"I didn't fuck her, it was just some oral shit!" Nick said it out ignorantly.

"Not Even Oral Sex! She cannot be too excited to reach her orgasm right now. I don't mind spending my blood on her, but she can't keep loosing so much blood just like that every now and then!"

Eric tried to talk some senses into this motherfucker, something he clearly lacked greatly and he sighed, don't know if he understood or not but he growled!

"Fine! Whatever!!"

Nick said, and scooped up Ruth's both

ankles and rest her feet in his lap and

started to massage on it slowly,

While I kept stroking her hairs for her.

Her hairs felt so soft and silky entangled

into my fingers, that I could actually play with them all my life without getting bored.

Watching her peacefully breathing in and

out on my lap like that, I knew she was the most beautiful girl my eyes could ever see, my heart could ever desire, my hands could ever touch and my lips could ever kiss!

I haven't seen an actual sleeping beauty yet but I bet my Ruth, was more beautiful than her.

It's no denying that we all love her or are obsessed with her just because she holds the beauty that our mother had.

Amelia Roerig.

I know, Eric got so helplessly obsessed with her the moment he realised that she looked like Mom.

We all did.

Otherwise how do you explain him not being able to sleep from six long months, the whole time Ruth was in coma?

Just a look at his eyes and you can tell it

all.

He was dead tired, his eyes were all red.

You can look into those eyes and say that he hasn't slept in a long long time.

He won't ever admit it, but I know it, I'm his elder brother afterall. I know, he has not slept from six months now.

And until she becomes fine all over again he won't be able to sleep too.

"So? Who is taking her tonight??" Nick asked.

Nick get a bit too insensitive when it comes to Ruth!

"Last time it was Eric, this time it should be Mike. The rule was to share her equally, wasn't it?"

Nick asked and Eric clenched his fist and screamed loudly!

"NO!"

I can understand his desperation. He clearly wants Nick to stay away from Ruth right now!

Nick would definitely rape her the moment she stutters another word out of her quivering lips.

"WHY?!"

Nick yelled back at him.

Nick won't ever stop challenging Eric, would he?

And so I sighed.

Before they start fighting and start hurting my little girl's ears, I need to stop them!

"We weren't fair the last time. This time, we need to come up with a fair enough deal. Let's go on with who had her first."

I said and looked at Ruth, trying to pour down all my love that I had for Ruth in that one look.

"And as the sequence says it, It should be first me, then Eric, then you!"

"What the-"

Nick was about to oppose the sequence

when Eric suddenly interrupted.

"Don't!"

I can read his expression. He trusts Ruth with me! Ofcourse, I won't hurt her when she is already broken like this unlike these two fuckers!

Even Eric himself cannot trust his temper with Ruth!

"I'm good with this." Eric sighed, getting up, "Anyways, this shit has no better explanation to come up with right now. So then be it!"

"Mike, Me and Then You!" Eric announced his final say!

"I'm not buying this! There's gotta be another fucking way!" Nick said, "Like some stone-paper-scissor shit!"

Eric glared at him, "If you have too much problem, I can actually throw you out of the sharing bond here! Don't forget that it's me who is letting you have her!"

Nick helplessly glared at her and when Eric remained unshakable for long, he cursed.

"Fuck you both!"

And he got up to leave the room. Eric too got up, shooting one last look at Ruth

sleeping on my lap and then turned his head to leave the room too.

It was now me and Ruth to the night, all

alone.

~~

RUTH WALKER:

I woke up an hour ago, when all these psychopaths were discussing about the plan of how they were all going to take their respective turns with me every single night.

At first when I woke up, I felt my head

on Mike's lap as his fingers made an

extremely soft and soothing movement

through my hairs.

My feet were both resting and being

massaged onto by Nick. His manly hands doing that slow massage on my feet felt like heaven to me.

So Soothing And Beautiful.

But all this little care that I got from these two, it came in an exchange of the harsh tormenting they did to me every single second of my life.

They have clearly no idea how much it hurts to hear men talking how they would share  you amongst themselves.

As If I wasn't a human but only a piece of cake that needed to be distributed between the brothers to celebrate!

And above of all this watching him being okay with sharing me, Erickson Roerig, you have no idea how much it fucking hurts!

He was behind this, behind everything! HE WAS THE FUCKING KING AFTERALL! If he wants he could make it stop!

He just said that he could throw Nick out of this sharing arrangement!

Why Eric?! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!

I would do anything for you to make it stop! ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS JUST ASK!!

Why Eric?! What have I ever done to you so wrong?!

But Eric threw a simple glance at me and I clenched my already closed eyes shut tightly.

I'm scared of him, and who wouldn't be?!

Right now, I was sleeping so, they weren't doing anything to me.

I'm so shaken with everything going on here that I'm afraid the moment I'll open my eyes out to them and they would all gangrape me.

Eric left out of the room, closing the door shut behind him leaving Mike and me alone for the rest of the night.

I had almost made up my mind to keep pretending to be sleeping throughout when Mike suddenly cooed in my ears gently caressing my cheeks with his index.

"Ruth?!"

His voice sounded more like he already knows that I'm not asleep. Just pretending to be on his lap.

"I know you're awake babygirl!"

I clenched my eyes shut in horror, he saw me doing that and chuckled, soon cupping my cheeks, he kissed my lips.

"Fuck!" He cursed, sucking on my lips, "You're so cute!"

His chuckling only disgusted me right

now. And so, my eyes, my annoying pair of eyes started to shed tears.

"Hey? Why are you crying?"

He said licking my face, licking my falling falling tears.

"These are some precious gems, I don't want you to waste just like that. I didn't even do anything to you, babygirl!" He said and crushed his lips on mine again, his tongue playing with mine inside my mouth.

"Please... Mike," I took a gasp as soon as his lips left mine after the way he kissed me so mad just now, "let me go!"

I said, I started cursing myself!

Am I not tired of saying this over and over again already?!

"You know that's not an option here. But anything except that...?"

He asked, trying to be my genie.

I bit my lower lip, my eyes dwelling again, tears threatening to fall but I blinked vigorously to let it pass.

"I want to... I..I.. want to sleep for a while."I said.

I'm tired. I don't have any energy left in me anymore. But I'm afraid that I'll close my eyes and see them in my dreams again too!

He just smiled an assuring smile at me after hearing my request.

"Fine!" He got up and I sat back up watching him shuffling, "Let me just do one thing"

He started moving and I flinched, thinking he would try to get his hands on me but he didn't.

Instead, he took out a book from the shelf behind my body on the wall.

He pat on his thigh inviting me in his lap, opening out the diary to read me out, something.. I guess.

I didn't struggle, just placed my heads on his lap and closed my eyes, while he stroke my hairs using his fingers gently and started reading out the lines from the book, "Captain Corelli's Mandolin" by Louis de Bernières.

"When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision.

You have to work out whether your roots are to become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.

Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body.

No.. don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away.

Doesn't sound very exciting, does it? But it is!"

He finished and looked down at me, taking off the diary covering his face, from mine.

"Just like the love I held for my people you killed so... brutally."

I said, all lost. My eyes starting to loose it's boundaries too.

"Just quit me Mike! This isn't love!! This is not love that you have for me! Please try and understand and..."

And I started crying. Crying like anything!

He didn't say anything, just let me cry for a while and when I started to become sane again he just mumbled out one sentence to me.

"I wish I knew how to quit you..."

"..."

And I had nothing to say to him!

"Just sleep Ruth, Just clear up your head and sleep for a while. Just close your eyes, now!"

He started stroking me again as this time I closed my eyes, deciding to finally sleep.

He read out these lines from

"The Notebook" by "Nicholas Sparks" this time.

"I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten.

But in one respect i have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough."

Yeah.

Right.

Even if you die being forgotten by everyone else Micheal Roerig, your name, I'll remember it to my seven births after this life!

Not only you, all three of you.

Because no matter how hard you try,  You can't erase off something that has been engraved in your heart.

And you three... have successfully engraved yourselves all over me.