Meeting Taehyung (pt.2)

Taehyung's POV

My members and I headed to the cruise 'Serendipity'. I really wanted to have some relaxation. There was a lot of things to digest this week.

First, our manager was ill, then our group leader, Rap Mon hyung had hurt his hand during practice. Then comes this news of me dating Y/n Choi, the girl I met that day, at the fan sign.

I'm all over social media. Whenever I try exiting outside my house, there are paparazzi's spying on me and media, ready with their cameras and mics. I need to meet that Y/n.

We got to the cruise and the fresh breeze made me calm down. We headed in and seated ourselves. We had some delicious food and I asked Jungkook to take some photos of me.

As he finished clicking, I noticed a familiar face.

'Is it Y/n? It looks like her.' I thought. The members called me so I joined them for a drink.

"I'll get some fresh air." I said and headed to the front of the cruise.

As I did, a familiar face stood there, hanging their head down.

I walked towards her and realized it was Y/n. The Y/n, who said she's dating me.

"Are you ok, Y/n?" I asked her.

Y/n's POV

I hung my head down and tears flowed.

I am here, enjoying, while Beomgyu is hurt. I am the worst sister ever.

"Are you ok, Y/n?" I heard, quite a familiar voice. I lifted my head, slowly and I noticed Taehyung.

I wiped my tears and showed him a weak smile.

"Is everything ok? Why are you crying?" He asked, worried.

"Nothing. I'm fine." I wiped my tears, but they were still pouring.

"You can tell me, if you want." He said. I said nothing.

"Everything's stressing you out?" He asked. I nodded my head and more tears poured.

"I-I'm sorry if I said something wrong. I really didn't mean to... Please don't cry." He pleaded.

"It's not your fault. It's my fault.... it's my fault, growing in a big family, having a passion, having a father who wants me to get married to a random guy, having a brother who supports me but is injured because of me. My life sucks." I paused.

"I'm really sorry for the mess I created. I know how an idol life is. I really didn't mean to do it. I had no choice but by doing it also, there was no use. I am such a horrible person."

"You are not a horrible person. Tell me what happened exactly." He asked calmly.

I told him why I used his name. The marriage my dad planned, how his name popped up in my mind and what Kang Dae did.

"And now.... now, my brother is hurt because of me. All I want is just to live a normal life, but this world is against it." I wiped my tears and exhaled deeply.

Without saying anything, he suddenly hugged me. I really needed it. I hugged him back and he patted my back. He broke the hug and looked at me.

"I'm sorry you had to go through all that. I'm sure your brother will be alright. But you're very brave. I don't know whether I would have lasted this long, after all that pressure." He said. We talked a bit and he seemed like an easy going person.

"So... Is that all true that you said.... that day, that you ran out of your house and stay at your friend's?" He asked, hesitating.

"Yeah. I had no choice. If I want to do my passion, I had to get out of there. Everyday would end up in a fight between my and my dad. If I stayed there for long, he'd really get mad. So, I stay at my friend's place."

"What is your passion?" He asked.

"I want to be a make-up artist. I am quite good at SFX, so I aim at that more."

"You can do make-up right?" I nodded. I was quite confused as to why he's asking all this.

"Can you be my personal make-up artist, please?" He asked, out of the blue.

"W-what?"

"Can you be my make-up artist? I actually do need one, as you know I am an idol. Others have but I don't. So can you..?" He said again. I really couldn't believe my ears.

'Am I really getting an offer for being a make-up artist?'

"I-I'm not sure about it. I don't know if that's the thing I need. I'll let you know. But, there's something we need to do." I said and he listened carefully. He agreed to it.

"Y/n, San asked me to call... you." Seonghwa paused as he saw me with Taehyung.

"Taehyung, what are you doing here?" He asked.

"I came with the members. We're at the top." He said.

"It's good to see you here." He said and they both hugged each other.

"How come.. you both?" Taehyung asked, as he looked at me and Seonghwa.

"We're friends. Including San." I said. He smiled.

"It was nice meeting you and talking to you Taehyung. I'm really sorry for it again and thanks for understanding it. See you soon." I bid him goodbye and joined the others along with Seonghwa.

"What was happening between you both?" He asked, curiously.

"We just talked." I said blankly. But my mind wasn't where I was. I was all focused on Beomgyu. I wonder if he's fine. Yeonjun didn't call back after I called. I was worried.

San walked towards me and there was confusion all over his face.

"Y/n, did you cry?" The other's attention turned towards me as san said it quite loud.

"N-no. I didn't." I lied. But it was too fake. He found out.

"Don't lie to me. Why?" He asked.

"I'm fine. Just let it go, please." I said looking at him.

"Why don't you just tell why you cried? You do this every time." He said, getting pissed off. The boys were just looking at us both.

"Calm down San." Seonghwa said.

"Seonghwa, I just asked why she's crying. You know about her, she never tells us why. Don't you worry why? Y/n just tell what happened. It's not gonna get solved if you be quiet." San asked.

"Nothing got solved even when I was talking, how will it get solved if I stay quiet. It is always because of me, that everything happens. I don't want to mess up anything again. No matter how much ever I try, nothing goes the way I want. There's no use of talking about it again. Just let go of it. I don't want to talk about it. Just leave me alone." I said and headed to the washroom.

Tears flowed down, silently. I looked at myself in the mirror and looked what a mess I am.

I punched the mirror and it had cracks.

"Look at this. This is you. You are just a broken glass, that is of no use. There is nothing you can do with yourself." I said as I looked at my reflection.

"What mess did you just create. Beomgyu was the only one you had and you can't stand that someone's there for you. Why is everything a mess? Why am I mess? Why am I even living?" I cursed myself, I shouted at myself.

Someone pulled me for a hug and I hugged them back.

"Hana, I can't stay like this any more." I said, as I cried.

"Y/n, I understand your pain." She said and caressed my back, comforting me.

"I feel like dying."

"No Y/n. You should live long and prove your father that you can do everything on your own."

"But it pains, every time I try hard. And now, Beomgyu is hurt because of me. I don't know how he is now. I just wanna get out of here and see him. I don't know what to do." She listened to me as I poured my heart out to her.

She comforted me. Then, they said that the cruise ride was ending. We both headed out and I took my car keys as the cruise stopped and ran out.

The others were confused. Hana said that she'll manage them, and I could go see Beomgyu.

I reached the car and got in. I drove to the hospital immediately.

TBC~