At the hospital

I reached the hospital that Yeonjun shared and ran in.

"Excuse me, where i-is the room for the patient named Beomgyu?" I asked, breathing heavily.

"First floor, room number 35." She said and I ran up.

I spotted and got in. I saw Yeonjun and Soobin along with my mom. But I couldn't see Beomgyu.

"Yeonjun.. Soobin... how is Beomgyu? Is he ok? Eomma, is he ok? Where is he? What happened to him? Someone please tell." I cried.

"Y/n." My mom came in for a hug. I hugged her tight.

"Eomma, what happened to him?" I asked.

"Nothing serious. He's just hurt bad." She said.

"I want to see him. Please." I asked as I broke the hug. She pointed towards a screen. I walked towards it and pulled it out.

"Be-beomgyu." More tears poured as I saw him hurt, a lot than I expected.

His leg and hand was fractured, his hands had bruises, a bandage on his forehead, cheek, and near his lips.

"I-I'm really sorry that you are hurt because of me." I said and held his hand.

"Noona, I am fine. Don't worry about me." He said smiling. He reached his hand to my cheeks and wiped my tears.

"Eomma, I'll take care of Beomgyu till he gets discharged from the hospital." I said and looked at them.

"Please." They agreed and I caressed his hair.

I bid my mom goodbye and she left. The boys stayed to make Beomgyu comfortable as it was new for him to get admitted in a hospital.

I headed to drink a cup of coffee and get some food for the others. I got back with the food and gave it to the boys. I opened Beomgyu's food and started feeding him.

"Eat." I said and held a spoonful of food in front of his mouth.

"Open your mouth." I said again. He opened and fed him.

As I was feeding him, I looked over at him and there were tears flowing down his cheek.

"Beomgyu, is it spicy? You want water? Is it paining?" I asked, worried. He shook his head saying no.

"It has been a long time since you fed me. It brings back those memories." He said. I kept the food aside and wiped his tears, making sure I didn't put too much pressure.

"I'll make sure that I'll spend most of my time here and bring back those good old days." I said and smiled.

I finished feeding him and so did the boys.

"Noona... thank you so much." He said. I smiled at him and replied,

"You don't need to thank me. In fact, I should thank you guys." They all looked confused.

"Why noona?" Soobin asked.

"Beomgyu, you stepped in, while I was not willing to do business, Yeonjun and Soobin, I don't know whether I would've been able to see Beomgyu if you weren't there tonight. I thank you all for your existence. If not, I would not be the person you see now."

"Noona, stop being so emotional. I am alright." He said. I couldn't help but smile like a fool.

"Noona, why are you smiling like that? And stop smiling like that." Beomgyu commented.

"Remember when you were small, you three were holding hands and walking, but Soobin slipped and fell. So you two, fell down hurt yourselves. And do you remember what you all said?" I asked.

They all looked at each other.

"Noona, stop crying. We are alright." The trio said and we laughed talking more about those times.

----Next day----

I couldn't sleep well, last night. A lot happened.

I met up with Taehyung but there was something we needed to do, before thing could get any worse. I fought with San for no reason. I know he's worried about me, but I didn't want to stress them over with my problems. Beomgyu's hurt and I still feel guilty, every time I look at him. I just hope he recovers fast.

I refreshed myself, put my hair into a messy bun and headed to the cafeteria to get some coffee.

I felt refreshed as I took a sip in. I finished drinking and headed back to Beomgyu's room.

As I opened the door, two heads turned towards me. It was Hana and Seonghwa.

"Is he awake?" I asked. They mouthed a no.

"Is San here? Or is he still mad at me?" I asked.

"You know he's. He's just worried that you don't tell him what the reason and he has to find it from me or others." Seonghwa said.

"I understand. What I did was wrong too. Hope I can talk to him and explain. Anyways, I'll go get you guys something to eat. Till that, stay here. None move." I said and headed out.

As I did, I saw San and so did he. As soon as he did, he walked over to me and embraced me, tight.

"Y/n, I'm sorry for yesterday. I was just worried about you, when you didn't tell why. Anger just took me over. I didn't know that Beomgyu was hurt." He said.

"I'm sorry for shouting at you too. I just didn't want to stress you or Seonghwa or the guys over my problems and but more burden to you all. I know how much you both worry about me more than yourselves."

"You are not a burden to us. So, where are you heading to?"

"To get them all some food."

"I'll join you." He said and we headed to the cafeteria. We bought some food for all and headed back.

On our way back,

"I heard that you met up with Taehyung, at the cruise." San said.

"Yes, I did. I told him about it and apologised. We talked for a bit and he offered me to be his personal make-up artist."

"Woah! That's great. So, you accepted?"

"No."

"What?! Why?" He was surprised.

"I don't know whether I'm in the right position to go and work. You know I have been stopping from going to work as a make-up artist, ever since the teacher at the make-up school was beaten by the body guards." I paused.

"I tried stopping them but it was all in vain. The teacher cursed me and said that I should never come and visit him. I don't want something like that to happen again. And Taehyung is an idol. If something happens to him because of my father, I can't even get out of the house. I don't wanna cause trouble to all."

"You too have a point but it is your passion. Give it a try. If you like it, you can continue." He said.

"I don't want to take risk. But I'm giving it a second thought. I'll see." And we entered the room.

Beomgyu was awake and talking with the others.

"Feeling better?" I asked and he nodded.

"Got you all some food. Here." I handed it over to Yeonjun and he distributed them.

I sat next to Beomgyu and started feeding him.

"Y/n, aren't you eating?" Hana asked.

"I'll eat later."

"Noona, you didn't yesterday also." Soobin said.

"Y/n, you've gotta look after your health too." San said.

"I'm fine."

"Noona, you eat first." Beomgyu said.

"I'll eat after you eat. First finish it."

"Promise me you'll eat." He said and put his palm out. I placed my palm with his and promised him.

"I promise, I'll eat. Now, finish this up."

"I envy you both." Hana said.

"Noona, I'm your brother too." He said and Hana smiled.

He finished eating and so did the others.

"I have some work to do. So, I'll be back in a few minutes." I said and headed to the cafeteria.

I didn't feel like eating but I promised him. I stuffed it into my mouth.

I finished eating and walked to the first floor. I asked the receptionist whether I can see the doctor and talk about Beomgyu.

"Ma'am, you can see the doctor now." She said and I entered in.

I seated and told her who I was.

"So, doc. how is his body responding to medicine given?"

"The medicines are responding to his body, but they are going in a slower process than normal. His leg is injured very badly so..."

"So?" I asked, curiously.

"It'll at least take two to three months for it to heal. He has to use a wheel-chair to go around, till that." I was shocked hearing that.

"Wh-when will he get discharged?"

"I'll let you know that soon." I bowed down and left from there.

Beomgyu is a kid who loves going around. But now, he has to stay in a chair and move around. I know it's for a short period of time but I can't stop worrying about it. If he's in a state like this, I'm reason for it.

I wiped my tears that were pouring and walked to the room.

I put a smile on my face and looked at Beomgyu.

"Noona, go home and refresh yourself." Yeonjun said.

"Yeah noona. You might be tired too. We'll take care of Beomgyu." Soobin said.

"Ok, I'll get refreshed and come back."

"I'll drop you." Seonghwa said and we all headed to the parking lot.

The four of sat in and first dropped off Hana at the supermarket, and I asked her to inform that I wouldn't be able to come for a while. I felt thankful to her.

On our way to home,

"Y/n, who do you think would have done this?" San asked.

"It's not think, it' for sure him."

"Who is it?" Seonghwa asked.

"Kang Dae, the guy my father wanted me to marry. He was the one who called the media and told them that I was dating Taehyung and hurt Beomgyu."

"You met with the doctor?" He asked. I nodded my head.

"What did they say?" San asked, eagerly.

As I thought about it, tears flowed.

"Y/n, is everything ok?" They asked worried.

"Sh-she said that.... it'll take a bit longer to heal, till that he has to use... use a wheelchair to move around." More tears flowed, as I said.

"Y/n, he'll get well soon. Don't worry." San said and comforted me. The car stopped and my stop came.

They both came along in.

"You go get refreshed." Seonghwa said.

"You guys might be busy, why are you stuck with me?" I asked.

"We are worried about our friend so we are staying here and making sure she's ok." San said.

I smiled at them and hugged them.

"Thanks for being there during difficult times."

"It's our duty." Seonghwa said and I headed to my room to take a shower.

I felt a bit, better after the shower. I changed my dress to a comfy and simple one.

I headed back down and sat along with them.

"You guys want anything?" I asked.

"Y/n, just take some rest. If anything, we can do it ourselves."

I lay back, on the couch and sighed.

"How would it be, if I left this world? No pain, no problem, only freedom." I said.

"What are you even talking? Stop thinking negative." Seonghwa said as they both sat on either side of me.

"What else can I think of, while I am the cause of everything." I said and looked at them.

"Y/n, just forget about everything and close your eyes and think about a thing or a person, that makes you happy. Then, we can go to the hospital." San said.

I did as he said and thought about the only person that makes me happy. Of course, the five boys and Hana. I thought about the happy moments I spent with them and smiled at the thought of it.

I opened my eyes and it was refreshing.

"Done." I got up and headed out.

"Where are you guys coming?" I asked as I looked at them.

"With you...?"

"I'll be fine. If anything I'll call you guys. I don't want to disturb your free time. Spend some time with the members." I said and got in the taxi that I booked earlier.

"You can use my car. I'll pick it up later." I said and left to the hospital.

I reached soon as there was less traffic. As I got into Beomgyu's room, I found a familiar face. A face I didn't want to see again.

TBC~