LOSING MIND

Mike pushed Gavin to a wall and stare intensely into his eyes.

Mike moved his hand slowly towards Gavin's face and start touching his lips with his fingers. Gavin felt the electricity in Mike's touch was stunned. He didn't move a muscle. Suddenly Mike started to close the gap between them as he moved his face closer to gave's. Gavin looked at him with wide eyes as mike's lips land on his. Mike starts to kiss Gavin passionately.

Gavin felt a sensation of warm waves run for his life with his feet. At first, Gavin froze, his eyes wide open. Mike kept on kissing him. Now, mike's tongue is seeking entrance in Gavin's sweet mouth. The rhythm of Mike's kiss twitch something in Gavin. He closed his eyes and followed the rhythm of Mike's kiss and he let Mike's tongue enter his mouth.

This kiss was blowing Gavin's mind and let out mourn. Mike kept on touching Gavin's body without breaking the passionate kiss first his hand move to Gavin's neck, then trailing down to his chest and then going down and down...

beep ....beep.... beep...beep.... Gavin's alarm was going off.

Gavin woke you abruptly and sitting on the bed, breathing heavily "oh god why do I dream that? What's wrong with me?....f**k.....".

He looked down. He saw his erection. And then hit his head with the palm of his hand. He felt like a teen boy who just had his first erection. Gavin looked at the phone it was 7 in the morning he stood up and went to shower to cool down.

While having a shower, he recalled last night's events.

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After Mike pleaded with Gavin. Gavin stood there in confusion for a moment and then decided to leave because he didn't know what to say. Gavin wanted to say 'no' but the word is not coming out. He left Mike standing there. Mike decided not to stop him and give Gavin time because Mike thought he has already done a lot of damage. If he stops Gavin now, Gavin might misjudge him more and never give him chance so he didn't follow him.

Gavin took cab to his home. On the way, he got a text from Mike.

Mike: I know this is all weird and sudden for you. I don't want to push you so take your time I'll wait for your answer. Get home safely and please just text me once you reach home.

Gavin wanted to reply back…. something…. Anything… but he doesn't know what. Gavin was not looking for a relationship and all of a sudden a guy appears and done and said things that is making him confused.

After 30 minutes of ride Gavin reached home. As he entered his penthouse, his phone buzzed. It was Mike again.

Mike: Gavin I know you want your space, but please just let me know if you reached home safely. I am worried

Gavin stared at the screen for a few minutes, then he decided to reply, picturing mike's concerned face.

Gavin: I am home

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Back to the present...

Gavin came out of the shower. His phone was ringing. While drying his hair, he walked to the bedside table to look at his phone. It was his mom.

"Hello"

"Hey, son, how are you? Sorry I am disturbing you this early in the morning"

"It's okay maa. You can call me anytime. Is everything alright?"

"Yeah, everything is fine. I just wanted your help. I want you to attend a party on my behalf. Actually, I really busy with my new designs and fashion show. And noon I am leaving for Paris for some business"

"But maa you know. I don't like to attend parties"

"I know, honey but this is important. If it isn't I would never have asked you. Please, please"

Gavin sighed "okay maa, I'll go send me details. But when is this party?"

"Tonight. I have prepared a suit for you. I'll send it to you. Thank you, honey. How I got to go. Love you"

"Love you too maa have a safe trip"

As call disconnected. Gavin lies down on the bed with his legs hanging. I think this is good. I have to distract myself and everything will be fine. Gavin thinks to himself.

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At the party, Gavin and his secretary, Kyle entered the party. Gavin was there to represent his mother's company. All the celebrities were present at the party.

As usual, Gavin looked like a prince and all eyes were on him. Gavin has been to a number of parties, but he did still not use to people gawking at him. People in the town know him. Some because of his mother and some because of him being a psychologist and a young professor and some know him for being handsome.

Gavin was having a conversation with one of his mother's partners. When a girl approached him.

"Hi, I am Lisa."

Gavin replied with a smile "hello miss Lisa I am Gavin"

Giving a soft giggle she replied "I know who you are Mr Gavin. I am a big admirer of yours"

Gavin got confused nowadays don't people have big influencers to admire. There is nothing in me to admire about. Gavin thought to himself.

"That's kind of you to say that miss Lisa" Gavin tried to end the conversation as Lisa tried to get close to him and touch his shoulder.

"No Gavin you are really handsome and amazing," Lisa said with approaching Gavin's hand. When someone bumps into him and spilled her drink all over her and shame on Gavin.

Gavin saw the person who bumped into her. His eyes went wide open. It was the last person Mike wanted to see today. Mike.

"I am sorry miss I didn't see you there," Mike said with a smirk.

"How can you not see a person standing in front of you. Are you blind?"Lisa replied in anger.

Seeing Mike getting annoyed Gavin decided to step in "hey Lisa I think you should go to the restroom to clean this up. I'll send my secretary to find a new outfit for you"

Lisa turned to Gavin and hold his hand tightly "oh Gavin, thank you so much. You are such gentlemen....I'll be going now see you in a bit" then Lisa leave.

Mike turns to Gavin looking annoyed "is she your girlfriend?"

Gavin got shocked by the abrupt question 'is he jealous?' Gavin thinks to himself.

"No, she is not. Maybe a model in my mother's company"

"You didn't even know her and yet you let her touch you?" Mike asked gritting his teeth.

"Hey hey, why are you getting all worked up it is none of your business." Saying this Gavin turned to leave. Mike stopped him

"I am sorry Gavin. I was just annoyed when she touched you and you looked a little uncomfortable." Mike calmed himself down, knowing Gavin might run away again.

Gavin looked back and saw Mike was standing there apologetically with his eyes down. He looks cute Gavin think to myself, oh god what am I thinking.

Gavin left without saying anything as his ears turned red. He didn't want Mike to see him like this.

As Gavin leave Mike stood there thinking Gavin might be angry at him.

It's been 3 days since that party. Gavin never heard from Mike again. except for one time when he got back from the party Mike texted him

Mike: I am sorry.

Gavin was getting frustrated he was even having dreams about Mike kissing him and touching him. He was even checking his phone continually to see is Mike texted or called. He was trying hard to keep his mind and body busy with work, but now he is starting have this hallucination where he sees Mike. One morning he saw Mike sitting on his bed when he rubbed his eyes he was gone.

Then again, he saw Mike in his building elevator smiling at him softly, and then he was gone again. Even sometimes he sees Mike in his patients but after blinking Mike was gone again.

'I think I am going crazy' Gavin thinks to himself.

"I have to do something. Before I end up going to a psychiatrist myself."

He took his car keys and went out....