I didn’t realize how difficult it was to hold back tears before. Your tear ducts just want to create a waterfall and let the universe around you know just how much you suck at being mentally okay. I know that it is okay to cry sometimes, but when you want to be strong for someone, that doesn’t exist anymore. The option was never an option in the first place.
Seeing the happy smiles of Jayce and Alice made me happy too. I supported Alice and Daniel but when you compare Alice and Jayce to Alice and Daniel, Jayce just suits her better. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but I felt like there was something off about Daniel. He was a good kid and I knew that he had only the best intentions, but I felt like there was something about him that I didn’t know. That I’d never know. The kid died way too young, he wasn’t even old enough to experience love and heartbreak, a family, anything. He was too young.