Chapter 30

2017.05.28

I attended the chemistry class as usual. Masha's guy friend was watching me even more than before. It was definitely because of the text that put for the 'Italian Guy'. This was not enough to confront him. Later after the class was over I went home with my Father. Father was on holidays during Sundays. I wanted to check stargram to see if there was any messages.

The guy who had ridiculed my shoe, my fanboy had messaged me. He texted me, 'Why did you say to (the Italian guy's name) that I was an idiot.' I texted him back, 'I did not talk with him at all and I did not tell him that you are an idiot. Sorry if I had hurt you by any means.' He texted me in a flash. He was online. 'It is okay.' with a smiley emoji. I screenshotted the conversation and sent it to the Italian Guy. 'It is funny that what I texted you, they got to know.' He was online too. 'Mademoiselle that is a coincidence.' 'Is it (his real name)?' I replied. He denied that he was him and he was definitely from Italy. I texted him 'It had been fun to text (his real name). Have a wonderful day.' I waited till he saw my text and blocked him.

2017.06.08

The Annoying guys really became annoying. They became beyond annoying. Sarah and Masha had trash talked about me and also had told about the captainship story. I resigned from the prefect ship. I was tired with the bullying and I do not need a crap position to prove I am strong or whatever. I am not that cheap. Many of the teachers were not happy that I was resigning. Some of them even blamed me.

Sally chatted with some if the Annoying Guys to prove that I was not the sort of girl that Masha and Sarah were claiming. And they had told Sally and her friends that Sarah knows me better that I am a crap person pretending to be good. Then why were they with me the whole time? Like come on man if you do not like a person you go away not stay with them. They were doing all they can to hide their lust. I kept quiet. I was trying to not get angry at all.

I had no one to talk to. Mrs. Marinna transferred to another school and Mrs. Beth will not come to school till the next three months. I wanted to spill the stuff. I thought of talking with my new class teacher.

"Madam Can I talk to you in private?" "Sure." And we went to the Chemistry Laboratory. We sat down facing each other. "What is the problem dear?" I told her the whole story from the first to the last. She listened and did not give me a real solution. She just kept saying it will be okay with time. I did not know what to do further. I just nodded and left. I think Masha and Sarah got to know that I talked with our class teacher. They went to the teacher and talked. I saw them from the opposite building. I grabbed on to the window sill with anger. I wanted to know what they were saying.

Our class teacher did not say anything to me nor did he question me. She wanted to shush it off. If she did not want to meddle with it then I will not bother her anymore. It seems like she had contacted Mrs. Marinna about it. She came to school one last time to say farewell. I talked to her and she slowly grabbed me away from the others and told "I heard everything from your class teacher. I know she is new. I think she do not know much. Dear just delete your social media account. It never is a good platform. Once you are old and matured enough have one. Not now." I nodded and fare welled and thanked her for being by my side.

I did not delete my account because I did not wanted to. I had 100K followers. I was almost a celebrity. I hesitated. I did not wanted to delete my account because of them.

2017.06.15

I deleted my account. You ask me why? Because a lot happened. I could not bear anymore.

They started teasing me every day in the tuition class. They teased me about going to the class teacher. Masha and Sarah had told them and I do not know what more had my class teacher talked with them. I did not want to ask her. Why would I ask help from someone who does not trust me? I think the guys shared it with other guys too. When guys know something it spreads like wildfire.

Someone made an account under my name but with a different sir name and always commented to all the posts and stories that I posted. To one of a story I posted that girl replied 'Finger yourself. It is self-love' I was furious and texted her back 'Excuse me…my stuff mind it own ass.' (Damn it typo. I wanted to tell my stuff mind your ass.) In an instant she replied 'Own ass?? *lmao*' I replied back 'Fuck of asshole' (Curse you typo it was supposed to be off not of)

She mocked 'Fuck of asshole?? *lol*' 'Why you do ass also??'

I sat on the floor calmed myself out and typed 'Listen you b*****… shut it asshole… do not like your nose in my stuff… D*** Plus you are not a girl. Because no girls I know chat like this lol… And also before you make a fake account make sure to practice first. Because you suck.' I knew it was not a girl. Like literally the account shows too much of it.

'Whatever I do not care' he replied back.

I send out 20 laughing emoji. He wanted to see me in temper and it was my turn to make him taste his own medicine.

He replied 'Scum like you would not get the meaning of fun'

'You call this fun…'

'All you do is poke your nose into others business, it is your job not mine.' He replied.

I texted back in a flash. 'You are not really living?'

'WTF… who told…' 'Fun is lolling, living like a free bird.' 'Not being a b****.'

'Oh like messaging others first… b****.' I slowly made him mad.

'You are a b**** enough to suck…'

'Well I did not poke your stuff… so you are the one who talked to me first as if you know me well.'

''Because characters like you disgust.' He replied back.

I kept replying. 'So this is a fake account bro.' three laughing emoji. 'As if you know me!!!' 'You are concerned or what???' more five laughing emoji.

'You poked into other's stuff. I know them.' 'Bro *lol* if you think that I am a boy then I must be proud.' 'I am not a stupid ass like you.'

I was confused but it became clearer who was behind this, 'So tell me. If you know them, I would really love to know.' 'You are only proud of being a boy?'

He was furious. 'You will get your ass spanked for what you are doing to others.'

I sent more laughing emoji.

'Sadist b****.' he dropped.

'I do really love to. Why do you care for me? Soooooooo sweet!!!' seven heart eyes emoji followed by two flying kisses and eight laughing emoji.

'F*** off.' It worked he is mad now. '…and go and put a stick into your p****'

'Why do not you do it to yourself? You are a girl too right??' I added more fuel to his rage.

'Yeah, but I have a guy who will do it for me. Not a rejected piece like you.'

'So you are telling me that you are a worse than a prostitute? I do not go around and loving people for fun and f*** like you, I am good girl to my parents and to my god.'

He sent two laughing emoji with a text 'that is you b****.'

'B**** means dog. Dog means bark. Bark means tree. Tree means nature. Nature means beautiful and breath taking. I think you should be careful with what you say. And if you have guts some and confront me.'

'What you do is poke into other's personal life and all hell will get over you.'

'Oh! What a scared cat are you? And thank you.'

'I do not want to ruin my image by talking to a scum like you.'

'Really. Look who texted first. Are you one of those who text and say that they them pretty well?'

'I wanted to be polite and tell you that please do not poke your nose in to other's life. But you are a Dumbass'

'Why do you keep repeating your name?'

'I am ashamed to have a name like yours. I am going to change mine.' He said not being a girl at all.

'Sure. Go ahead. And please give me a list of people so that I will not poke my big nose.'

'Ummmmm everyone in your class, it sounds good right?' It was definitely someone from my class who had told this saint.

'Nahhhh. I do not do it to everyone because I am POLITE like you.' I told him back.

'Then how do you select people to ruin their life?'

'That is secret baby.' Then I texted him in my native language. He texted back well in native language too. From this I could tell it was the Italian guy who is texting me. But then again I am not sure. There is no one to go this far and help Masha and Sarah. Because Sarah's guy friend who is now her lover who knew me well did not even drop me a hate text but instead he was texting me casually.

After about twenty messages he replied 'There is a picture of you and a boy together. How would it be if I got leaked? It will go damn viral.'

First of all, I did not have a boyfriend nor do I talk with guys in private. I talk to them in broad day light in front of everyone. I had nothing to fear. 'Sure go ahead. I am going to love it' I replied.

Out of context he said again. Over and over again. 'That is what you do to other's right? Poke into their stuff and make fake rumors.' and he sent me a picture. It read 'You will never understand the damage you did to someone until the same thing is done to you. That is why I am here.' signed off by 'Karma'

'Yeah! Yeah! no issues. I am waiting…' with a cool emoji.

'You are cooler than I thought tho.'

'That is a known fact. You are just slow.' I replied in swag.

'Would love to give you a spank.'

'Then come meet me up. Staying behind the screen are you?'

'I am not scared. I live in a different district idiot!'

'Good. You are safe if not I will skin you up. You stinking crap.'

'Oh! You are so cute when you get angry.'

'I am cute anyways. That is why some of them trying to trap me in their problems.' I tried to remain calm in the whole conversation.

'I texted because some told about you. You are really interesting. I swear. I like you.' Like out of the blue I like you? Really did he think that I would fall for it?

'I am not the one who texts others for no any reason. And blame them for like crap.'

'I did not know. My friend's cousin told me about you like this. After that he told me to open a fake account and tease you.'

'So you do it? This is not new for me. I have seen many like you.'

'I am sorry.' He apologized.

'I have nothing to do with the bloody rumors. They just came in and scolded me and I was speechless and after everything was over I knew what had happened.'

'I do not know that is what he said. Ohhh! Right I believe you.'

'Now I am living in a prison in my class. And whoever tries to be my friend are in trouble. And they do not care. Now those are the friends not the people who are good according to your cousin… Someone… Just do not bother me again. Have a nice day.'

'Okay okay, I know that you are good. It is your wish but I am sorry.'

'What is my wish??? To torture others… they are doing it. I accept your apology just do no bother me again.'

'Okay sure, thanks.'

'Thanks to you too… Have a nice day.'

'Bye then. I am sorry about the way I spoke. It should have been better.'

'May be…'

'Yeah I think so because I really like you.' He confessed. I knew this is a trap.

'It is alright. Everyone makes mistakes and some do not really accept them. I knew it was one of you people. Anyways bye.'

'Bye' and that was his last message.

I sighed. My heart became heavy. I logged out and dropped the phone. I pulled my legs closer. I started crying. I wailed. My grandma had passed away just a few seconds ago. I knew she will leave us today. I remember seeing a strange nurse yesterday, who smiled dearly and after a few seconds she was not to be seen. My ears became numb with the heavy rain poring outside. Mom took brother. Engel was in my aunt's place. I was left alone at home.

I went to the kitchen. I could not see clearly. My sighted was hazy with the tears in my eyes. It was hard for me. I opened the drawer. I slowly took out the knife and went to the bathroom. Sat on the tub. I screamed while slashing a three inches long cut on my left thigh. No one heard me and will not want to hear me.