2017.09.12
"You should stop acting cute and lovely." I was taken back. I was being real. I was in the sky because I was having a crush. I looked away from Zarina and said, "I am not." They picture me cold, no feelings and all temper. If that is what they want. Then they can have it.
Sally came up to me and sat. We were in the chemistry class. "Zarina had started talking with the annoying set." I laid back on to the chair. "And?" "She said that one of the guy has very beautiful eyes." I leaned to look at her face. "Who? Did I miss?" She tapped me quickly and told me while still looking forward, "The green shirt with yellow flowers." I scanned the guys walking down. They were gazing at us as cows but I watched the yellow shirt. "Am I blind or what? He is absolutely does not have pretty eyes. Nor he has long full lashes." Sally laughed saying, "I even went to his stargram profile and checked his photos." "I do not know what Zarina is up to. Did he forget Mathew or what?" "He is not that great either. Only guy that looks good is Daniel. What happened to both of you? You two were close." I slid lower in my chair and sighed. "I could not pretend to like her and more. She started to get on to my nerves now." "You were keeping over the top of head than me. So, what did she say?" "She said that she showed my pictures to her cousins and they said that I was not incredibly pretty. I was below average. She said it out of the blue. We were talking something else. I cannot remember what it was. But yeah out of the blue, as if checking my emotions out." "What did you say?" She leaned forward. "Then she continued and said that even Mathew is not handsome, which is a known fact and told that the A.G (Annoying guys) look handsome." "My heavens." and she high-fived her forehead. I smiled and continued, "Huh, they find them handsome. They are poor in taste. That is why they did not see my beauty." "That is how you should be Anna!" "And you know what she said." "What?" She was pulling her lunch box out. I straightened up and took out my spoon from my bag and gave my reply away, "I will make you the most beautiful girl on your wedding day and I will show them." "Zarina is always about marriage, love and crushes and kids." I nodded in agreement. "Can I sit with you instead of Zarina?" Sally nodded yes.
Zarina came and she was pouting to sit with me but somehow managed to refuse. I wanted to concentrate on chemistry. I thought she would not chat with Sally because she told me she hates Sally. I did not tell Sally. I think Sally had figured it out already. There was a guy staring at Zarina all the time. And Sally was teasing about him the whole class. And the end of the class Sally told me, I knew why you said you did not want to sit with her. How can she talk so much?" "You are better I guess." Sally spun her bag at me.
2018.02.14
Months passed by really soon. I was getting fed up of Zarina's fantasy talks. But then again it was fun. I was watching at Daniel's hand veins. They looked so hot. My crush on him were fading out. And I think his was too. Because I was playing hard to get and ignored all his indirect and direct signals he sent towards me. It was like I was not sure and deep down my guts kept telling that this was not right and above all I do not want to deal with my parents. During these days the girls who had crush on Daniel started to befriend me. They asked me about him and I did not provide much of information on him. He was a friend of my now. He might have still feelings left for me, which I feel bad and make sure to keep the distance. I do not want to hurt him.
I became the star of the class last class. Let us dive in to the story right away. Our chemistry class has three columns. The middle and the column on the right side is where the girls sit. Many of the guys cannot see the board from the place where they sit and they asked Chemistry sir for a solution and he did not give one. Me, some of my classmates and some other girls from anther school we usually sit in the middle column and no one dares to sit on them because we always come early and catch seats for us.
On the last week before week, the guys had a plan to themselves and they came in early. But I already was seating in the front row. The guys suddenly came in and started sitting behind my row and continued up to six rows. I and my classmates felt uncomfortable with the guys behind we shifted the place to the right side. After we left Daniel and some of his friends came and sat in our previous seats. The whole class was in chaos. The class was in pieces. There was at least twelve girls sitting in a row where only nine seats were available. There were a lot of seats left in the boys' side and none of the girls wanted to sit there. Our chemistry sir sighed when he came in to the class. The boys could have told us and we could have shared but they came in with no announcement. The girls were pissed off.
The last week I thought of getting the place that we owned. Some of the girls had complained it to the authorities of the institute. Is the word, right? Authorities? Anyways I came an hour early and stood in line where no one existed. Now there are two ways in to the class. One is the back door and the other one is the front door. Everyone where coming one by one and started to stay in line. The boys made a line next to us and jumped of the line and went to mark their cards. One of the A.G, the Italian guy took the chance to push me with bag and smirked. I am not taking any of their s*** today. I walked past them pushing and gave my card to the receptionist. And she knew I was here an hour ago. The boys tried to grab my card from the receptionist hands. But she held on to tight and said that they made a chaos yesterday and go back to the line. After she marked my card she gave it to me and I went from the back door which is a short cut and all the boys' howled saying that was unfair. The receptionist said okay and she started marking alternatively, boys and girls. I came in and saw one of the guys jumping and went to catch the seat.
There were three guys and myself. He tried to sit. I threw my bag to the second row. And made my way to where my bag landed and sat there crossing both my hands and legs. I usually sit in the first row but today I want the place for us. The guys was flustered. Then one of them spoke, will sit in the third row and we can continue. He kept his bag on the corner of the third row. I uncrossed both my hands and legs and turned to face him and raised my left eyebrow and glared. And faced forward without any care. The guys withdrew their fight and went to their respective places. All came in one by one. The girls started to smile at me. Some of them even gave me a thumbs up. Some of the girls even called my name out and said, "That was awesome". I felt butterflies in my stomach. I felt proud. I looked at the Italian guy. He did not look me in the eye. I had a huge smile on my face that day. It was momentous. And do not forget the boys. They now are keeping their distance from me. I know right. Achievement. This is what they wanted to see. Delivered to your doorstep.