chapter 8

Justin kicked the door open after failed attempts to open it , Brandon was tied to a chair with his mouth covered  , Sandra was next to him shocked at seeing Justin  ,she was holding  a gun.

    " i was beginning to wonder why this bastard resemble's you so much  , but now i know why" Sandra said waving the gun at Justin and Brandon With an evil look on her face.

    "Sandra you dont have to do this" Justin pleaded,  coming slowly towards her.

    "Not another step , husband , or else i will kill you first and finish with him, , either way no one is coming out alive from here , we die all of us, , "

    "Sandra please , what has happened to you,  listen to me  "

    "You now want me to listen to your lies again,? , am now already sick and tired of your lies, and your harsh truths, Justin tell me? when have you ever told me you love me!!!!!?  Never , right? Now why should i spare this boy ? so that you can all arrest me when all of this is over !!!!! And i get to loose you for good ...you know i have always loved you , i still love you Justin,  am obsessed with you, i want  you ,  but what do you do to me instead !!!!!you act like you dont know me , you never even touch me Justin , you dont even spend time with me ,  only when people are around ,  when all i did is love you,!!! "

she was now breaking in tears screaming out loud. 

" so instead you have been spending time with the mother of this bastard, well now am going to end his life !!!" She finished off laughing. Justin couldn't imagine losing the son he had just found out he had.

    Stacey was outside worried pacing all around the place she wanted to go in  but then Justin had asked her to stay outside; could she trust him to bring him her son safely; , she  couldn't wait any longer,  she wanted to go in.

    " mam' please,  Sir said you should not go inside" the driver stopped her.

    " please i have to go in,  my son is in there" Stacey pleaded with him.

    " am sorry mam' but i will be risking my job if i let you go in" Stacey looked at him feeling just a little pity for him,  but her son was more important , she went back to where she was when she heard a gunshot from the inside.

    "No! My son!!!!!, Brandon...."

The driver hold on unto her he still couldn't  allow her to go in , Stacey was shocked and in pain , strugling to go in,  feeling  dizzy,  her heart beating so fast , she  felt like she was running out of air and the world was spining so fast, before everything turned dark. 

    She woke up in a hospital with layla , elena and Justin next to her.

    " Brandon, , ,??"that was her first word.

    " Stacey; Brandon is fine " Justin assured her, but that was not enough , she wanted him there, she had not realise yet she was in a hospital.

    " i want to see him" she was now getting out of the bed but she felt weak ,  losing her son scared her so much.

    " not now Stacey , calm down he wasn't injured" Elena assured her  " the doctor said you need rest"

    " no i want to see him , the gunshot???!"

    " dont worry about that,  it didnt get to any of us" Justin answered as his mind went back to what happened.

*Flashback*

  " sandra please... i do care about you.... i beg you please put that gun down ,  you dont have to harm anyone , i promise you ,  no one will harm you"

  " but you wont love me , you only speak of caring for me,  but , you dont love me Justin , am broken and you broke me ,  Justin why cant you love me ???! Tell me!"

That question hit him so hard,  how could he tell her that he was a broken man too,  that after loosing Stacey he never was the same again  , how could he tell her that he hated himself for hurting the woman he loved most,  how if that won't make the situation worse , he couldn't love her ,  he loved another , he was a sad man and didn't see her as anything, he had ruined her , neglecting her , despising her , blaming her for everything , he had made her become what she was now , he blamed himself .How could a broken man help fix another broken soul.

    " Sandra let him go then  , let the young boy go and we can talk about  this the two of us sandra" he was trying his best to plead with her.

    " so that you can treat me like a piece of shit again,  no ! You have pushed me this far,  my life is meaningless without you and now i know you hate me more,  i will kill him then kill you and finally finish it all with me!!!"

    " Sandra..... "

  " or wait maybe we should finish the suffering in me , yes that's a good idea isn't it my love ?  Yes make an end to this horrible life of mine , how about  that, you all can be happy  , you , this bastard with that hoe , besides what am i living for , nothing right!!!! Let me kill all of us  atleast i will die a happy person!!!"

    " sandra you are important , your parents love you  , my family , your friends,  me ,  please i beg you put that gun down and lets go home , okay darling , and forget about this  , trust me for once , you love me ?then you have me,  just dont do this i beg you"

" fine i wont do this  , but i know you are lieng you can't forget about this,but am going to give you something you will never forget,  something you will live hating yourself for it,  something that will live in you for the rest of your life , just know its all your fault!!"

She pointed the gun at her head,  Brandon was still unconcious on the chair he was tied to. Justin was left hopeless, he didn't know how to stop her , she didn't give him time to reach her,  she had already pulled the trigger on her head , laying on the floor dead. Justin rushed to her holding her to his chest, hoping she would wake up, so that he would apologise,  say sorrry,  try to give her everything she wanted , this is not what he wanted , her last words kept ringing in his head ,  he would never forgive himself never!!!love was way too dangerous ,for him it had cost him so much already.