Chapter (9)

Two months left and Hana's grandmother had died, all the house got sad and Hana too felt that something is missing. Her grandmother was the one who would make her laugh, eat and play. Where is her? but Hana was understanding that her grandmother is dead even she didn't ask her mom but she knew it without anyone to tell her.

One year left and the house began to be happy a little. Hana is 5 years old now and it's her first day at school. She was so excited and happy. She woke up and dressed in her new pink uniform and her new school tools that were chosen carefully by her and went to the new place she doesn't know anything about yet. She entered the school and the teachers greeted her with smiles on their faces, she gets into the classroom and thought that she will have a lot of friends and have fun but that wasn't real, no one agreed to be her friend, she felt sad. She dreamed to have friends but not every dream can be true...

She was a cute Little one with her cat hairstyle but she couldn't make anyone love her. She tried to be friends with boys but she wanted to be friends with a girl, not a boy but still, girls don't accept her. Why? Why with her especially? She didn't do anything wrong to be treated like that but anyway she accepted the situation...

Another year left and Hana was in her second year in school, She was 6 years old. On the first day of school, she hoped to have new friends and to be a girl.

And that's what happened on her first day, she met her first new friend and she was a girl. This girl was so cute more than you think, she has brown hair making a ponytail leaving her bangs on her pale face and she had brown eyes and her voice was so quiet and cute. Hana loved her from the bottom of her heart and was happy to have a friend and she was a girl too.

But Hana didn't know that not all life will be happy there must be something sad. She is still young to understand that, She took the number of this girl and the next day she called her. Hana wanted to make this girl visit her house but unfortunately, that girl was living so far from her house and she said she can't visit her. But Hana didn't feel sad, she knows that at least she can meet her every day at school.

The sun shines to let us know that a new day is coming with his moments and the light breeze of the morning that gives chills, everyone is going to his work and mothers are waking their children to go on the first day of school, and here Hana waking up excitedly. Her eyes show that she didn't sleep well and she had dark circles under her eyes but she wanted to only see her best friend. She wore her new uniform and her mom combed her hair and headed her to school. Running on the corridors and went to her new classroom [grade 1]. It was full of students talking and laughing with each other, it was noisy but for Hana, she was busy finding her friend through all the students but she didn't find her. Maybe she will come late, she went and sat on a desk alone frustrated until a cute tall girl with short brown hair and brown eyes with a very pale face and skinny body. She came and sat behind Hana but she. was so quiet until Hana decided to hit that silent.

"Hey, what's your name?" Said Hana smiling at her.

"Ana." Hana leaned her head near her mouth because she didn't listen to her name well.

"Hna?" Hana repeated.

"No, Ana." She gets back and smiled again at her but her name was making her confused as she didn't listen to that name before.

"Okay, I am Hana. can we be friends?"

"Yes." Hana smiled widely.

And this was the first time Ana and Hana met but let's be honest Hana had a sensitive condition due to her trust issues and the fear of losing a friend she thought that when she control Ana she will be her friend forever and will never leave her but that was wrong and that makes Ana not loving Hana so much but she is still her friend.

In the deep thoughts of Hana, she loved Ana a lot more she ever thinks, she loved how she talked with her, eating with her, and sharing secrets. She took her not as a friend only but as a sister because Hana didn't have sisters...

Hana grew up now and she was becoming good and polite. She is now in grade 3 and still, her only friend is Ana but as I said before Ana doesn't like what Hana does, she thinks that Hana is controlling her so she decided to make new friends, a lot of them and leave Hana or I would say not taking her as a best friend. Unfortunately, Hana didn't understand that and kept thinking that she must be Ana's best friend.

Ana kept avoiding her and even didn't sit beside her in the classroom she didn't even think to talk to her friend that loves her a lot and was broken because she isn't with her.

A year passed and still Hana keeping Ana as her friend and in the holidays she must call her and talk with her. School is coming and Hana was preparing everything for the school and she was also planning to sit next to her best friend this year. She went to call her lovely friend.

"Ana, how are you? I missed you so much."

"Hi! I am fine and me too."

"I can't believe that we will meet again, please if you come early to school let's set together."

"Okay."

Two weeks passed and school came and unfortunately, Hana came late at school and ran to her class. The first thing she wanna do is to sit next to Ana but when she entered the class it was her surprise. She found Ana her lovely friend sitting with another girl and that girl was Hana's enemy her name was Maria. She got panicked, she was excited as hell to sit next to Ana but now she is feeling pain in her heart and her tears are on the verge of crying but the teacher greeted her and make her to the last desk as she was late and no seats are available. she kept crying silently Why? Why Ana?

When Hana tried to talk to Ana about that topic she broke her heart more.

"She is the one who wanted to sit beside me."

"But I wanted that first." Said, Hana and a tear escaped from her eyes.

"That's what happened." She replied coldly make Hana shattered.

Why is this happening with her? yes, she might be bossy but she is cute and loves truly, Ana wasn't her fault she wanted to be free, and no one controls her and she wanted Hana to understand that. But Hana was still young to understand that what she is doing is silly and selfish...

No one is feeling what she feels inside of her and what she feels towards anyone. Everything is kept in her soul as if she talked her body will torture her to death...