71. Monachopsis

Damar locked his gaze to her, "Go to him. Tell him how you feel." 

Aruna shook her head, then declared, "I have not enough courage to go back to him."

"Why?"

"Hendra's life is so different from ours."

Damar took a second to mulled it over, "No matter how hard life is, a love drunk people will be blind. They will sacrifice anything. Just like me who couldn't handle being with him, I felt like I wanted to run away from life.

He could not really comprehend what ran Inside Aruna's mind. 

This girl felt empty, crying her heart out until she could not control herself. However, Aruna didn't possess the insanity to get back to her husband. 

Damar, as someone who already went through the same ordeal as her, how broken he felt after being drowned in an excruciating sea of one-sided love, now questioned how Aruna's heart truly feels.

Could it be that her love was not that strong? Or perhaps her rational mind dominated her heart?