I am a selfish coward ( BL)

"No strawberries for you." He remembered the stern voice of his boss that forbad him from eating anything that was strawberries related.

Knowing that he was allergic to certain fruits and vegetables, his boss made sure that his diet was strictly monitored and although he loved something, as long as he was allergic to them, he was not allowed to eat them.

He never knew it before but after thinking through things for a while, he had realized many many things. 

And those  realization made him feel the hurt most because he could not figure out the emotions in his heart.

His boss, Liam was someone he was supposed to protect, look from a far and be content with the fact that he was there, in his presence.

But, he crossed that line and now there was turmoil of emotions in his heart that was making him want to pull out his own hair in frustration.

He became delirious and selfish.

He became corrupted and greedy.