There is a saying in life,
When we try to get out of something,
It attracts us even more.
It's like trying to grab us in them.
"Aiden!" He covered his face in such a way that no one could recognize him.
"What are you doing here? At this hour? It's your concert tomorrow. You should rest now~"
"Byul."
"Wh-What?"
"Not Aiden but Byul has come to meet you."
Enna welcomed him in her room. It was cold outside, so Enna offered him a cup of coffee.
"What are you doing here all of a sudden?"
"I wanted to meet you, so I came here all of a sudden." "How was your dinner by the way?"
"Oh it was good. We had fun. I'll remember it for a long."
"Do you love him that much?" looking at outside just like don't want to hear a positive response.
Enna didn't expect this kind of question so she was shocked. "Silence is a sign of consent." sigh.
Enna Giggle, Byul looked at her
"Of course I do. Why shouldn't I? I love my friends so I love him too."
"Just the way you love me." Byul softly said. Enna's smile faded and she didn't respond. It was the month of December. Enna went to the window with her coffee and started to staring outside. "It's late. You should leave now." Byul walked towards Enna.
And Enna feels the same thing she felt about 3 years ago. Byul's breath in her hair and neck. Enna gasped for a second. Enna wanted to move aside but before she could do that, Byul grabbed her waist from behind. Those warm breaths of Byul slowly fell on Enna's neck. Those breaths were warm, desperate and attractive. Enna felt the hitched and the cup of coffee fell from her hand. The cup broke and Byul grabbed her more harder when he heard the sound of breaking. "By-Byul, you should leave now."
Byul pressed a soft kiss on Enna's neck and before Enna could say anything Byul pressed their lips too. Enna's eyes widened. Enna tried to push him back but Byul's grab was too tighter for that. Byul started kissing her and licking her lips slowly. Enna tried her best to stop herself but she couldn't. She couldn't stop herself from falling in love with Byul so how could she stop herself to make love with Byul.
The hand that had been on Byul's chest and trying to stop him, now began to move into Byul's neck and head. She started waving her hand in Byul's neck and grabbed Byul's hair with another hand. She started kissing him back. Byul started kissing her more harder, there was a satisfying sound around the room. That was warm.
Byul pull her on his arms and continue kissing her. Enna looked at him with a precious glare. He couldn't stop himself from kissing at Enna's temple. They were looking at each other. Enna's eyes were sparkling. Byul turned his hand on Enna's cheek and brushed their noses. They again started kissing. Byul took her in his arms in a bridal way.
Byul laid her on the bed with great pleasure and started climbing on her. Byul was kissing her and his hands reached every parts of Enna. He slowly began to undo Enna's floral shirt and kissed her body with his wet lips. They were naked, Byul was admiring Enna's beautiful presence with his eyes. Byul came down and started kissing her Feminine. Enna turned reddened. Enna started weeping in satisfaction. It made Byul more harder. Byul stared at Enna. Her teary eyes were so precious to see, her red cheeks glistening. She was sweating in this winter night.
Byul gently emptied her legs and put him in her. Enna's eyes widened, she felt a strange pain. Byul was looked at her and started thrusting in slowly. Enna's tone was getting dense. She grabbed his hair, pulled him close and started kissing him. She was roaring in his mouth. She started licking his tongue with her. Their faces were salivating. Byul was roaring too. He started thrusting at a pace and gradually he made it faster. An intense sound taken over the room. That night was witnessing of their warmth.
Byul pressed a kiss on Enna's temple and hold her in his arms. Enna suddenly noticed the bracelet on Byul's hand.
"This bracelet?" "Yeah you gave me this. remember?" "Yes, I remember but the last time we met I didn't see it in your hands." "I don't wear it in concerts, I'm afraid to lose it." Enna looked at him. " Why do you still wear this, Enna?" "Maybe, because I promised you and~" "And?" sigh "still love you." "Can't you be mine Byul? Can't you love me?" Enna's voice was desperate. Byul hold her tight. "Can we please stop talking about this Enna?" "I need you Enna. Please let me have you." Enna didn't say another word. She just holds him tighter.
"It's already 3. You should go now. You have to look fresh tomorrow." whispering in his ear. "Can't I stay a little longer?" softly while closing his eyes. "I wish you could but you have to go." "I know that." Sigh.
Byul got up and started dressing. Byul about to leave "See you tomorrow. okay?" "Hmm" She suddenly grabbed his hand from behind "Byul!"
"Yes, Enna."
" Are you sure?"
"About what Enna?"
"That you need me."
" I need you badly."
" Can't you love me?" her eyes were curious to know and waiting for a positive answer. Byul pressed their lips gently and left.
The next day Enna went ti the concert. She was managing everything related to outfits. They alm are so professional. Concert went really well. It was one of the best concerts of Aiden. After the concert, Aiden returns to the back stage. Everyone was working. Aiden looked for Enna. But she did not find her. After a while, Sejun comes to Aidan and gives him a letter. "Enna asked me to give it to you." "Where is she?" "She left a while ago."
Seujun left and Aiden opened the letter.
My love Byul,
Maybe I'll be on the plane by the time you read this letter. I am writing this to you because I know I won't be able to say all this in front of you. I feel nervous around you. Your glimpse takes me elsewhere because maybe I love you so much.
Yes, I love you so much I don't know since maybe when I first saw you, when I talked to you, when you started to make me feel special, maybe when I started to know you or when I started to feel you to mine. I don't know Byul, I don't. I just know I love you so much.
You are my little world in this huge world. I never forgot you I tried a lot but couldn't. I take your songs to help me to forget you. Is it possible to forget you in this way? No! What should I do Byul? It's feel like I'm running behind mirage whom I will never reach.
I couldn't sleep last night. Your words, my love, my past all were running over my head.
And I made decided something. I have decided to move on from my feelings towards you. I know, it will be very difficult.But I will try my best to see you as my beautiful dream and a friend. I love you so much but I don't want to be anyone's need Byul. When the need is over, people no longer remember people. I wanted to be your love, not your need. But now it's seems like I'll never be your love. I'm giving up on hoping from now.
I'll always pray for your success and happiness.
Good bye my love. I hope we never meet again.
The girl who will never get her love,
Enna.