Chapter 72: Lin Rong Ge:

When I was talking about her brother my whole face fell and I suppose gege realised. "What exactly happened back then? How come you weren't able to marry her?". I gritted my teeth and replied, "If it wasn't for Lin Rong Ge, I would've married Xin'er and I might even have children right now,". I poured myself some more tea and began to explain my grievances.

"Near the fourth month, since I first met Xin'er, Yu Xuan found me. I told him everything. And I even made him nock me out again so that I would suffer a light head injury. That way it would be easier for me to say I had regained my memory. Quite a mean thing to do but I had no choice. Hence I had to go back home and asked for my father's permission to marry Xin'er. I spent a whole month convincing him and in the end, I finally got his approval. I immediately grab a horse and galloped from Su province to Hai Nan. I arrive there in less than two days however what I received was the saddest news of my life. Lin Xin'er was to be wedded to a different man. I was only gone for one month yet she was due to marry the next day. I was angry and betrayed however when I found out why I was beyond furious. Her brother Lin Rong Ge had a gambling problem and he had gambled his sister's marriage away to a fat old man. At that point, someone knocked me out and when I woke up I was already in Jiang Zhou. I don't know how I got there however father had already requested me to go back to Su province and all these years I haven't returned. Perhaps it was because I didn't want to face Xin'er. I could've saved her however I chose not to..." I explained as tears rolled down my face. I picked up the cup of tea and stared into it for a few seconds before drowning it down my throat.

Gege came over to comfort me as I cried. I could finally let go of all those things surrounding me and cry like a little child. When you're born as a Royal you're pretty much restricted to do anything you like. Perhaps that's why I love Jiang Hu no matter how messy it was. Maybe in my next life, I could just be a normal person.

After a while, I calmed down a lot more and I finally remembered the second business I had to do. "Gege can you be me for a few days? I've some business I would like to finish off at the Moon Valley," I asked. After serious consideration, Gege hastily nodded but he wanted me to promise him to head over to Hai Nan. "I'll give it some thought," was what I said. Who would know that later on, gege would use this promise on me?

I spent the night with gege talking about his life and how it contrasted mine. "After father faked my death I was taken to a very dark palace. That palace had no proper light. There were only candles and stuff. Hence I learnt through all these years I learnt how to see in the dark. In that room, I learnt everything, all of my martial arts were taught there. I never saw any daylight until my 20th birthday. At that time it was the first time I came out of the dark palace and that was because I had to attend His majesty's birthday for you as you refuse to come back so I had to pretend to be you," brother explained bitterly. I looked at him and my eyes glistened. If it wasn't because of me, gege wouldn't be the one to suffer. "Hey don't look at me like that. I don't blame you. I had fun these years. At least I had the freedom to do what I want," gege announced whilst laughing. This was too true.