Let it go
The man was sitting in his room meditating. His Riolu was in his pokeball. She was a little afraid of and for the man.
His emotions were in a turmoil. It was a storm of different feelings and emotions along with many of his memories that were clashing against each other.
The man knew that he was not a normal person in his last life. He has many techniques and skills that were not used by normal people.
Murder and assassination techniques that is. He must either be a policeman or something related to it or a cold blooded killer or a psychopath.
He didn't know. His emotions were in an uproar whenever he tried to kill someone. It was like there were two different thought streams in him. One wanted to kill, to massacre and to destroy while the other wanted to atone.
It's right. Atone. There is some part of him that wanted atonement for whatever the past him did and was thus stopping him from killing. It was like a warning to him. Warning about a future where he is just a genocider.
He had been thinking about stopping his other destructive emotions since the second day he had come to this world.
He got the answer now. He didn't need to stop the emotions. He was not strong enough to mentally handle his problems. He will then just choose both.
He has been trying to keep one set of emotion stream and to get rid of the another. He didn't need to.
He can just choose both and set them as a roulette. He can use both the emotions at the same time. Just like the Taichi symbol.
His atonement emotion stream could help him to save innocents hence gaining atonement at the same time.
His destructive emotion stream could be used to punish evildoers. He can just break everything inside them and leave them barely alive. That way they will not be able to do any evil crime again and it will also be a form of atonement as he was saving the lives of their future victims.
He was such a genius!
The man brainwashed himself like that for three hours.
*Three hours later*
After the man had brainwashed himself. He felt amazing. Like the whole world was colourful, the sky was not black anymore it was blue. Morning had came when he was brainwashing himself.
His Riolu was looking at him weirdly. Hai emotions were calm yet destructive at the same time. She was astonished and astounded at the same time.
The man had gained the realm which the first main villain of the History's strongest disciple Kenichi was able to achieve after years of training. The calmness in storm.
He had taken just a night to do it too. If the first main villain of the History's strongest disciple Kenichi knew then he would have stopped fighting and became a neet.
Now onwards to the current situation.
The Pokemon contest will start tomorrow.
Ash, Dawn and Brock will be sightseeing today.
The man still need two days to completely train his Riolu. After that, he will leave the Jubilife City to go to Oreburgh City to challenge Gym leader Roark.
His Riolu was special. He had already checked the pokenet for all kinds of information that was available to the people both paid and free. He had also checked the world's situation and he was becoming more terrified the more he got to know about this world.
In one word this world is * beep *.
[ I don't know that many English slangs and my brother saw me searching for it and Now I have his handprints on my back. So just imagine a slang word for a world that is doomed. Also don't comments any slang words to me as my brother checks it.]
There are literally towns getting wiped out or cities being attacked daily. Legendaries are like mutton kebabs here. There are a lot of them roaming in the wild and attacking the nearby settlement either to protect it from something or to destroy it because of the misdoings of the people there.
Just a few days ago, A Lugia wiped out seven towns because team Rocket stole it baby from it once again. It was a tragic sight to behold. The Lugia was in so much pain.
He wanted to find the members and stab them multiple times then skin them alive while rubbing salt of them.
Oh, his destructive emotion stream got a little out of control there.
As for the people that Lugia destroyed, he didn't care. The radio already transmitted the danger of Lugia and those who escaped were able to live. Those who didn't, well their bodies are still floating in the ocean.
He then sort of knew why Riolu was training so hard.
His Riolu was special. Good things should be said twice. He had already checked the pokenet and her growth was faster than others. She was able to reach a level that ordinary Pokemon needed years to achieve. She was a top talent.
The man got a legendary draw when catching her. He was satisfied with her. And that's why he never hold back against her when they were fighting.
What the man didn't know was that he was the main reason why his Riolu able to grow that fast. He was an absolute beast when it came to fighting and his nearly infinite stamina was also not helping her at all.
The Riolu always felt that she was at the death's door when fighting him as he unconsciously released his destructive emotions when fighting her and along with his strength, speed and endurance, he was able to win against her no matter how may times they fought.
This whole situation caused her growth to skyrocket. She was fighting as if her life was on the line and it helped to bring out all the latent potential she had and to grow it more.
She was getting the experience of a pro fighter and her body was gaining all the nutrition it required due to the highly nutritious food she had.
The person most shocked about her growth was herself. She couldn't have imagined to grow this stronger in just a few weeks. She chose the right partner to follow. She was proud of her decision except she still became depressed sometimes as she was still not able to outdo this human.