Let Go…Please
I've had enough; things are meant to be free, including me.
For years thoughts of us still lingers in my mind
But its not me who decides to keep them
I want to walk with my legs again, yet the bolder over my shoulder forbids me to do so
The sweet memories of us are starting to slip through my fingers; what have become of us?
Monsters?
Snakes?
Your a person that now lies just to get it "thier way"
Let go of us, the memories that no longer live in the world need to go to the land of thoughts…
Do you— Do you understand my thoughts?
Indeed, I have to admit that it have always been hard for me to let go
It's hard for me to accept that I'm not an angel
I cannot be cleanse unless I see where I am
I need to remember that I am but a lamb
The wings clipped off my back hurts emotionally every single day
My resentment to the Lord are due to my fault
The grains of sand that are trapped in between my fingers
I clench my fist, gazing towards the ocean, due to my jealousy
I try so hard to remember that I matter, that I'm not a mere shadow
As I brush the canvas in front of me it is no longer incognito
I so long to be a darling
I so long to be pretty
And I so long to be free entirely
Freed of your wicked embrace
Redeem to light at once; let me repent of everything
But at last, I am safe
I need not cling you this way
But for me, our memories do stay
Not only here but at both ways; both worlds our memories will stay
If not you nor I then at the hands of Father Time
My gaze is now painted; full of grace
My subjective well being is equal to an olive branch
My chest is at ease, beautiful as the flowered field land
If I recall this feel I feel is titled as happiness
The happiness I experience brings me stability
It's helping you to lessen your grip of me
Finally free of sick tragedies
Free to let go of my unhappiness; the sorrow of sour goat milk
I need not of wings but walk with my legs and cover me with silk
Quickly, wrap my body of bruises and let it heal
The joy I feel…
The joy I feel…
What can I say but unimaginably real