I can hear the sound of my heart beating
Faster, faster, faster
Then the tightening feeling inside
It's difficult to breathe
Like I've lost air and my lungs stopped functioning for some time
It's hard to breathe
I can hear the silence surrounding me
Zooming in, closing in, silence
Zzziip!
It's piercing inside
As if a knife is being buried inside
Slowly, slowly, slowly
It goes so deep, the torture lasts
Like a miserable damsel, always in distress
But no one there to help
No prince nor duke or count at sight
Helpless, it's too painful to breathe
I can hear my heartbeats in the deafening silence and all around is black
I feel the coldness enveloping me despite the fur and warm coat on me
The heartbeats stopped and the noise of the crowd came into focus
I'm lost and the breathing cease
©️04.05.2020