She has been there a lot of times
Always digusted at how she has become
Repenting for the guilt of her sins
She's too sweet and caring yet she knows better
Always repulsed by her own being, the side of her no one knows
The side she never showed
The side she never tells
The side she always denies
The side she always despairs from
Over and over and over again
Defiled, unclean
An innocent look, behavior and demeanor
Only to hide her own unholiness
Her own pitiful body
...destroyed of all its sacredness.
What is salvation?
©️ 03.29.2020