She (6)/Chest: Disorganized Thoughts

I am writing whatever I want to

I want the world to read whatever that I am writing

But fame and living off the grid are two things I want

Contradictions have always been my way of life

Serenity

Giving up

War within

Stay quiet

Live like others

Think less of questions no one can't answer

Breathe

Die

Live

Exist

Do not exist

No rhymes

No patterns

No rules, I break rules, I follow rules

It's difficult to think

I am making complications in my life

I am not

The world cares, no one cares

I laugh at videos showing how the internet, how social medias turn us into fake

I feel it, I know but then those videos, those write-ups, they're all shared on different sites

I get the point, I cry

The world still revolves around the sun

I get hurt

I hurt someone

I got broken

I broke a heart

We see, we feel, we hear

We pretend

I pretend

I don't

I can't be me but I am me

I'm not even sure what I am writing

Even when I write whatever I want to.

©️ 07.07.2018