She (7)/Chest: Story

I have a short story to tell

This girl with all the sadness and darkness in her world tried to be happy in little things she encounter

This guy came along and somehow rescued her for a while

But this girl was so used to that abyss that she had a lot of relapse that always breaks him

It's been more than a year and he is still with the girl

The girl did not expect another person to love her but some other guy did

With her contradicting mind, the girl gave some of her time to that guy

Poor guy, even when he knows he can be hurt he went along to the girl's bidding

The guy that stayed is still with her and she's hurting him, too

The girl does not like playing games but it felt like a game again, just like she looks at her life

A game of chess and she's a pawn of life, ready to be sacrificed to die for the Queen

The other guy who came along treated her like the Queen and she felt so good it hurts to let go

Her own King is hurting everytime she's out, everytime she's not telling him she's with some other prince

The girl was getting comfortable in how the things are going but then, deep inside, she felt guilty for not just dying for the real Queen

She's a pawn and just that

The girl wants the sunshine now but her old world always visits and gets her drowned

It's her fault she let it stay longer than letting it go

Letting go is difficult on her part

Her fears are holding her, chaining her to the prison of her own making

The guy who stayed is still there, outside the cage, along with the other guy

The girl stayed inside and tried to keep them both but then she had to choose the one her heart weighs most

There's nothing to let go and no one to let go, either

If time allows, and she's to never see any one of them, she'll restart again, just like she did lot of times

The girl with the sadness and darkness enveloping her didn't want others to feel the same so as much as time allows she stays

But no one really stays long with her

The girl tried to walk away from everything and everyone she met

She tried, God knows she tried but God knows she must not

It's been months since then but it feels like decades

The girl is still not complete just like the story is

I told a story and it didn't end so well

The heart can stop beating, the time it starts to love and care in doses it cannot bear

©️ 01.11.2020