Chest: In This

In this confusing world of love and career, I walk the path of zigzags and unparalleled lines, a twisted cobweb and threads.

Where's the end?

Where's my identity?

Where's my heart at?

I'm not really lost in this world because it's a haven I allow myself to get used to and be comfortable with. Others would find it sad, irritating, unnerving or maybe, not healthy, but for me, it's like a rainbow.

What's the purpose?

What's the deal with this?

What's the start of which end can be really a good stuff?

The in-between of birth and death is the life we live. I allowed this kind of world in my life, not to drown me to misery but to remind me that the rainbow of different colors can become black and white (well, this depend on one's perspective). These two colors are not really colors, as some claim, and green isn't even existing yet in our eyes, it does.

Which is real?

Which is false?

Which is the life we're living in that can make us believe in each?

A lot of dreams, a lot of people to love and a lot of options and choices to select from. It's always within, it's always in our mind, it's always the different factors, be it environmental or within, that makes this world such a mental breaking point and a beautiful ruin, well, at least for me, or maybe, also, to some.

We should paint our life with different colors to make others' live life as a better painting or a moving picture. We are all connected, so they say, we may think we don't have any effect on anyone but we are wrong or maybe we are right, too.

Confusing?

Sure, expect that in this world and never fail to meet it on the roads you'll take on.

I've been living in this but may live outside of it, too.

©️ 11.23.2018