Superiority.

I walked away, going separate ways from everyone else, until I heard the sound of footsteps lightly jogging towards me. I turned around, and it was Theo. "What's up?" I asked. He slowed his momentum. "That was intense, at least I think it was." "Eh, not really. It's not like he was. Wrong. We ARE better than them." I put emphasis on the area. "Please tell me you're not thinking of them as our equals, because they aren't." It still doesn't mean their lives are worthless, just not as valuable as ours.

"Yeah, I know, it's just weird I've been a slum-rat my entire life. Being told that I'm better than those who could come from noble backgrounds. Gave me a peculiar feeling like I am out of place, y'know?" "That's fine. Know your place, which is obviously above the others." "Alright then, we've got the rest of the day off. Want to go for a walk?" It was sunset, and the sky had a pink tinge, even though it was still lightly raining.

Almost perfect weather for a walk. If it weren't raining all the time, this lace would be perfect for walks in the dark. "Yeah, I do." Theo said, giving me an odd look. It wasn't as if Theo looked at me with a glare or any negative. Look, he just looked like he had drifted off when looking at me.

"Are you okay?" I said, making eye contact with him. He snapped out of it instantly. "Yeah, I'm fine?" He looked confused why I asked him if he was okay. We walked towards the exit talking about several topics such as chocolate, cereal, and our houses. "So where did you used to live before here?" He asked. We had entered the plain filled with grass and flowers. It had finally stopped raining and the beauty of the plain showed.

"I lived at Relix Academy." "I already knew that Relix is a boarding school. What is your actual home?" I thought back to my previous homes before. I guess my real home was the big manor that had been bestowed upon me by the queen, after the first dark spot in my life. But that had been so long ago...

And so much had changed so quickly and all the horrible memories that had been in that household. I had lost my mother and my "father" that hadn't been taking care of Ether while he was on the verge of dying and malnourished. "I'm sorry if you don't want to answer, you don't have to!" Theo said, snapping me out of my bad reminiscing.

"I- it's fine. I used to live in a slum apartment that was pretty small. But life was good then I got... lucky ended up in the richest district in Fylar with an insanely big manor. Got lucky again. Well, I mean with talent and got to Relix academy been there ever since." "So what about you? I know I've done a lot more drastic changes from the average person, especially when it comes to my home."

"Well, I've stayed at the same house with two people practically my entire life. My dad left and my mom stayed with me and my sister. I live in a poorer ghetto part of the city that is really close to the downtown part yet still riddled with crime." I don't really know what to say to that, but it seems like he was happy with where he was. I stopped for a minute and looked up at the stars.

"The planet is so beautiful. I don't know how almost everyone stops and takes a moment just to look at its beauty." I said, sitting down. Theo sat down with me while looking at the stars. "Well, daily life is so hectic. Maybe some people just forget to take a look around themselves..." "I guess." I responded with a slight delay.

I laid on my back for a while, then I looked at the time. "We have to head back, lights out at 11 pm." I stood up, and we both walked back to B-block where we separated. I waved him off. "See you tomorrow!" He said, waving. I turned around and entered my room.

"Oh, and where have you been? Out on a hot date with your,"friend"?" Delia said as soon as I entered, "we are just friends and it wasn't a date, we just went on a walk." I replied with frustration in my voice, "Yeah, a ,"walk" together, watching the sunset, stargazing and out for hours. "Sounds like a date." "Shut up and go to sleep."

"You too." I rolled my eyes and changed into my pajamas in the bathroom. I jumped up into the top bunk, which is where my bunk was, and got as comfortable as possible in my bed. Then I shut my eyes. I wasn't tired and immediately opened my eyes in an instant.

I can't sleep. This is so miserable. I just want to sleep. I want to go back to the days when I could just sleep immediately, but after all the things... I can't sleep, I just can't do it. My mind wanders to dark places when I try to. My eyes are so heavy but my brain isn't ready to sleep yet, I just want to hit my head on a brick wall, fall off of my bunk bed and go unconscious or something just so I can sleep peacefully.

I want to punch something, everyone can get a good night's rest except for me. I haven't gotten a good night's rest unless I'm injured in a while. I put my arm over my eyes to see if it would help me sleep, but my mind was still running all over the place. Thinking of Relix and my friends who probably all hate me by now and never want to see me again because I'm a selfish idiot who deserves nothing but her own self-hate.

But that's all fine since I deserve all of this pain I'm feeling in my heart. I should've never left. I should've never even let my mom remotely close to me when my power was still out of control. It was my fault I almost murdered my mom and Ether.

Everything is my fault, the end of my happy family, and many many more things that I've done that I sincerely regret. I checked the time I've been sitting here for four hours. Not a single bit of sleep has graced my mind. Getting up and doing something isn't an option. I'm stuck here, anyway.

I tried to get as comfortable as possible and it never worked. I felt hot, then I flipped my pillow over to the cold side. It still didn't work and my mind was still running a marathon. But my body was so tired I didn't even want to move anymore. Tomorrow I'm getting some medication to help me sleep better. This is too much.