I felt a bit guilty for what it was that I had done to the kids, but at the exact same time as well, I knew that I had no such sort of other choice but to do what it was that I had felt like needed to be done, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was the only way that I was even going to get out of this hell hole, and I knew that it was the only way that I was ever going to be able to get back to the real world. That was all that I had ever wanted, as I felt quite a bit dark in side, that I had lost so much of my life at this hell hole of a place up in the mountains, as I really did regret ever coming here in the very first place any ways. I felt bad for the kids, as they felt like kind of just like what it was that I was like with my friends when I had been younger, as I knew that they just wanted to explore, and have some fun... They simply just wanted to live their life, which I did not blame them for at the exact same time as well, but they did not know, that just like it was with me and my friends, how big of a mistake it was to come to these mountains.
I felt bad for them, but I knew at the exact same time as well, that it was the only way that I was ever going to get out of this place. I knew that I was running out of time, and if I did not hurry my self up, than fairly soon I would end up just like the other old man had ended up that used to live in the same cabin that I had been living in for years on end now. It was in fact the only safe place, and it was the only way to not die, as I knew that the creatures that were in this place, were bad in the night. Especially that one creature, as it made me even shiver just at the thought of it, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that I had to get out of here, and I knew that there was no other chance to get out of here, rather than to sacrifice the kids. They were going to die no matter what, so that did not make me feel nearly as bad for just what it was that I was even doing in the very first place any ways, as I knew that I too was once a kid out here, and the old man was trying to sacrifice me.
It was too late for him though, sadly enough, but I at least had a little bit more of some time, and once I was out, I wanted to see what it was that I had missed, and just how much the world had really changed in the very first place any ways. I wanted to see if my Red Sox had ever got any where in the regular season or the play offs, and I wanted to see if my Ravens had won a ring. There was a lot that it felt like I really wanted to catch up on, and I knew that once I was out, that I just could not wait for. But what the hell was a going to do when I was out? I had to think of that first, as I knew that I surely did not have a Social Security card any where, and no one would know who I was. How was it going to be possible for me to get a job? How was I going to be paid, I was a mess as it was. I suppose that I should worry about all of that when it came to that point I suppose, as I knew that there were plenty of under the counter jobs that I could get a job at.
I breathed in just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to get my focus off of all of those thoughts all of the sudden, as I got my focus on some thing that was completely different than all of that, which was the fact that though it was snowing out side, and it was dark out right now, for some reason, where it was that I was at right now, it felt to me like it was quite a bit warm, which kind of freaked me out a bit, and it made me shiver even though it was in fact warm right now. I began to look around, a bit worried that it might the the big foot creature, even though I knew that it was not my time yet. I felt quite a bit sick, as well as the fact that I was quite a bit afraid, all at the exact same time too, which I felt quite a bit guilty for, as I felt like I had been a coward that night when I had left my friend Henry behind, and I had ran over to that strange cave, all at the exact same time as well, that had made me turn in to some strange old man never the less.
Though I suppose that I should not be all too sad, or worried for Henry, as I knew that Henry was still here, though unlike me, he had not aged a single day since we had got here, who knows how many years it had been, as I quit counting the days after about a year in, as it kind of felt like time was useless, and it felt like time was hopeless at that point, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I sighed a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I simply wanted to get this curse off of me if I was going to be for real with my self. I hated being stuck here, as it was not just lonely, but it was also scary at the exact same time as well. Sure you could say that Henry came to visit me every once in a while, as he had been my best friend, but at the exact same time too, I also was not going to lie to my self, as I knew that it was not the same Henry that had been my friend before all of this had happened to us. I felt like a lot of it might have to be with the fact that he might blame me for his own death, but at the exact same time as well, if I was going to be for real with my self, I was fairly certain that was not the case at all, as I kind of felt like it was more just to do with the evil that was at this place in the mountains. The old mountain hunting grounds, they were oh such cold, and that was not just simply due to the fact as to how it was that things were feeling today none the less, either.
I shivered a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden heard a bit of some noise from not all too far away from me, all at the exact same time as well. I was used to hearing random noise around this area, so it did not bother me, nor did it scare me all too much, but I did in fact turn my head over to it, just to see what it even was, all at the exact same time as well, as I had a bit of a blank look on my face, as I saw that what it was that was walking past me right now, was in fact the Bigfoot creature, as I gulped all at the exact same time as well. Surely it was not too late for me right? I was not all too sure once again, as it felt like I had been lost in time for ever. I moved back a bit, thinking that it was going to all of the sudden run at me, but as I stood still for just a bit of some time, I all of the sudden noticed that the creature did not seem to care a single bit about me right now, as I just saw that it kept on walking out in to the woods, as if it had simply only come over to me to scare me.
I let out a bit of a soft sigh of relief, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden did my best to get my focus off of all of those thoughts instead, as I then got my focus on some thing that was altogether different than all of that, all at the exact same time as well, which was the fact I heard some more movement from not all too far away, which confused me a bit, as I then turned my head over to that all of the sudden, as I was a little bit lost as to just what it was that it could be. I looked over at it, and I then let out quite a bit of a sigh of relief, all at the exact same time as well, as I was glad to see that it was simply just Henry, as he had in fact held up with his promise that he was going to go and meet me out here, all at the exact same time as well. I blinked my eyes just a few times, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I was really thinking right at this very moment in time, if I was going to be for real, and I was going to be completely honest with my self, all at the exact same time too.
I all of the sudden nodded to Henry, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just why it was that I was even so happy about in the very first place, as I took the smile that I had on my face, right off of my face right away, as I was glad that Henry had not seemed to notice it. Or maybe he had in fact noticed it, but it was clear that he just did not care all too much, as it did in fact, once again, seem like he did not have much of a soul. I breathed in a bit all of the sudden, as I did my best to get my focus off of all of those thoughts all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus on the fact that all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, I saw that Henry all of the sudden had nodded right back over to me, as it was clear that he was about to speak to me all at the exact same time as well. I was glad to hear the soft young voice of my friend, as I was a bit lost how he had not aged a bit since he had got here, but I had seemed to age to my near 50s in just one single day. I got my focus off of all of that how ever, as I instead got my focus on my friend, as I realized that he was speaking to me right at this very moment in time, as I then all of the sudden began to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
"You are so close to the end... Soon you can set us free..."