Chapter 32

He doesn't leave me alone for long, though. He unties my hands first and rubs them lightly, then he takes off my blindfold. I blink, letting my eyes adjust to the soft light in the room, and move my arms, bracing myself on my elbows.

"Come," he says softly, wrapping his fingers around my upper arm. "Let's get you into the shower."

I let him tug me to my feet and lead me into the bathroom. My legs feel shaky, and I'm glad he's holding me. I don't know if I could've walked there by myself.

He turns on the shower, waits for the water to heat up for a few seconds, and leads us into the large stall. Then he thoroughly washes every part of my body, rinsing away all traces of lube and semen. He even shampoos and conditions my hair, his fingers massaging my skull and relaxing me again. By the time he's done, I feel clean and cared for.

"Now it's your turn," he says, turning up my palm and pouring some body wash into it.

"You want me to wash you?" I say incredulously, and he nods, a small smile curving his lips. With the water running down his muscular body, he's even more gorgeous than usual, like some kind of a sea god.

A sea monster, I correct myself. A beautiful sea monster.

He continues looking at me expectantly, waiting to see if I will do as he asked, and I mentally shrug. Why not wash him, really? It won't hurt me in the least. And besides, as much as I hate him, I can't deny that I am curious about his body—that touching him is something I find exciting.

So I rub my hands together and run them over his chest, spreading the soap all over his bronzed skin. He raises his arms, and I wash his sides and underarms, then his back.

His skin is mostly smooth, roughened in just a few places by dark, masculine hair. I can feel the powerful muscles bunching under my fingers, and I find myself enjoying this experience. In this moment, I can almost pretend that I want to be here, that this stunning creature is my lover instead of my captor.

I wash him as thoroughly as he washed me, my soapy hands gliding over his legs, his feet. By the time I get to his sex, his cock begins to harden again, and I freeze, realizing that my ministrations unintentionally aroused him.

He correctly interprets my reaction as fear. "Relax, my pet," he murmurs, his voice filled with amusement. "I'm only human, you know. As delicious as you are, I need more than a few minutes to recover fully."

I swallow and turn away, rinsing my hands under the water spray. What the hell am I doing? He hadn't forced me to touch him. I had done it of my own accord. He'd asked, but I am pretty sure I could've refused and he would've let it slide. The dark undercurrent I'd sensed in him earlier this evening is not there now. In fact, Julian seems to be in a good mood, his manner almost playful.

I want to get out of the shower now, so I make a move to slide past him. He stops me, his arm blocking my way.

"Wait," he says softly, tilting my chin up with his fingers. Then he bends his head and kisses me, his lips sweet and gentle on mine. A now-familiar response warms my body, making me want to rub myself against him like a cat in heat. He doesn't let it go far, though. After about a minute, he lifts his head and smiles down at me, his blue eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Now you can go."

Utterly confused, I step out of the shower, dry myself off, and escape into my room as quickly as I can.